Secrete Admirer In Poet

I have found another reason
to escape,
escape self torture.
Not for my sake so they ask
of me.
Its pointless my brain ponders
Heart held on too tight on thoughts,
My tear turned out to be art
I can feel my heart reaping apart.
Just let me be.

Do i need a psycological help
one may think i'm mentally ill,
Or did life just decide to be real.
For your information i'm emotionally bruised,
soul lost and can never be found.
Happiness is a time being for me
I just have to be

In my darkest hours
my deepest despair,
who seemed to care
The bible on my side
waiting for my mind to blame,
God for taking me on this ride
Why can't you let me be..

All my life i've lived out of peoples
pennies in their wallet
Lived under roofs for food,
being promised that all will be
alright in time.
Still traumazes me having to see,
seeing and yet not given a chance
I just want to be

I have been hidden behind a smile,
a laughter that would fool anyone
who dares to be fooled.
I've screamed in silence,
cried in the dark.
What i got for it sympathy and shame,
Still no one understands me.
what's the point i don't owe you an
explaination
So please..
Just Let Me Be

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