Asher Blue

Finally made another vlog! 🔗 ya know where

This one was hands down my favorite to make and is exactly the current vision of what I want to do - see the works through my eyes and play with visuals and music and musing and humor and sharing my ideas and gratitude for being alive.

It’s been such an interesting experience to do this project. It’s really opening me creatively and pushing me to grow in ways I never really thought about before.

Like for example I’m learning that just like human babies - birthing your art into the world is on its own timeline. You really don’t get to pin it down no matter how hard you try. The timing is the timing.

When I recorded all this footage I was so confused what to do with it. I felt so self conscious. I felt like I had nothing to say. And then now months and months later I see it so clearly and love that past me was brave enough to keep hitting that record button. Together we made my fav vid to date!

Hope you enjoy it as much as I did making it. And if you do love it please make sure to like 👍🏻 and subscribe ✅ and comment 🗣️and share 🙌🏻 it around to other folks because it super helps with the algorithm over at YouTube so I can get more eyes balls on my work. Your support is not only massively appreciated but also totally necessary. I can’t do this alone!!! 🫵🏻🙏🏻💓

I’ve got my sights locked on 1000 subscribers and 4000 watch hours 👀 so I can start monetizing and really make this dream of being a full time filmmaker come true! ✨🌈✨

Thanks for watching!! 💓💓💓

Oh my goth

When you have to go through all the random s**t you put into the basement 6 years ago when you moved because you now need to move out 👨🏻‍🎤🖤🧑🏻‍🎤

WHATTHEHOLYFUKINWOWIEYAY!!!!

WE MET OUR GOAL!!!!!!!!  🥳🎉🥳

✅ Last month’s rent
✅ Secure transportation
✅ Moving expenses
✅ Lighting our hearts on fire ❤️‍🔥 and making us feel so loved and cared for!

IN 3 FKN DAYS!!!!!! 

Like, we have no words 🫨 
Our minds are blown 🤯 
Our eyes are welling with tears 🥹
And our hearts are bursting with gratitude 🙏🏻

It feels so great to know we have what we need to make this transition as smooth as possible. Both of our nervous systems have calmed significantly, and we keep looking at each other and breathing deep sighs of relief.

Again, words don’t really do the trick when it comes to these kinds of situations, but I think just saying the words with a wide-open heart and sending that energy through to you (think like a carebear stare!) gets us closer, so here it comes…

💓💓💓 T H A N K  Y O U !!! 💓💓💓

IG chat limit is killing the vibe on this post but I have decided to keep the GFM open and continue to ask for support, as what we asked for originally was only for these really intensely pressing immediate needs to be covered. Beyond this, though, we still have this great wild unknown ahead of us - not only with respect to our financial needs to survive but also the cancer and where it will take us next. 

If you donated on the GFM or follow me on Facebook you can read the full update there and I’ll post a video in the next couple days about it here to bring you to speed on my plans but in the meantime thank you again. We love you. 🙏🏻💓🫶🏻

AND REMEMBER that Courtney’s Etsy shop is still running the 25% promo throughout the transition and will end when we sell out (or if not then when we move in June). 🔗 Yall know the where to look