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Im out walking tonight just trying to get away for a few and I still can't quit thinking about how you did all this to have me believing everything was ok and u telling me you want to spend the rest of your life with me and would never cheat on me never leave me and the last phone call with you was while I was trying to get out you asked me why they locked me up I told you and said that you didn't say any of that stuff and that you were trying to get the money to get me out! I asked you to please don't let anything happen to my dad's stuff or. Mine please and you said you promised I said I love you you said it back and that was the end of the conversation and the last time we talked... .. I get out come home to trash every where outside, everything was gone the food the drinks my razors, beard trimmer , and then I'm told you went bragging how. You burned my clothes, took my dad's stuff with everything inside of it and you moved another guy there while I was gone for 40 days !!!???? I mean what the hell happened from the last conversation to all this happening and being done to me I've never been so hurt, confused, and can't understand how someone could do all this to someone they say they loved and cared about them I don't understand and I didn't deserve this at all you'll never know just how bad you really hurt me I never imagined you doing anything like this at all I mean my thing is nobody was keeping you there you could have keft at any time you wanted if you werent happy so I mean you could have just got your stuff and left all the other stuff was unnecessary and so wrong ill never understand

I want this hurt and this feeling that I've got of everything that happened and how I was done I just don't get it I want it all to go away I don't understand any of it I don't understand why you did what you did I don't get it I'll never understand it and you know this you didn't have to do the stuff you did when you really and truly didn't not to burn all my clothes and to take my dad's stuff and it take the rest of my stuff with it and then take my food my drinks and take everything I f****** had you didn't have to do all that and to top it off you bring another man and have him living over here while I'm gone I could have dealt with all that and I mean you could have just took your s*** and left for all I cared but to do all this other stuff was so uncalled for he didn't have to do all this to me you really and truly didn't

Well I hate to say this but this time I finally lost everything everything is going to pieces I mean everything's just falling apart I have no friends where I'm at nobody to help me get back up on my feet and I never thought of my life would turn out like this you win you got what you wanted out of everything okay you learned all my clothes you took all my stuff I have nothing left I have no power I have no water nobody talks to me anymore you finally went okay and thanks to all the so-called friends that are supposed to be my friends here on Facebook who I reached out to to help me with all this and some of them didn't most of them didn't even respond read messages but didn't even respond to me there ain't none of this was a joke I mean I had everything taken for me stolen for me I have absolutely positively nothing all my clothes were burned all my stuff was taken from me cheated on I mean my whole life got turned upside down out of nowhere only if everybody actually knew it exactly what was going on and what I'm going through 0 but this time around I don't have it in me to go through this again I'll give up I finally give up I'm deleting my Facebook tomorrow and any kind of social page that I have my business I'm shutting down my business it's over so long everyone

You promised me you would never do none of this stuff to me and yet you did all of it and more and I don't know why I mean we were even fine when I left that morning I don't understand what happened but what I do know is is you didn't have to do all this I mean my thing is you said you cared and that you would never do what was done to me in the past and how bad it was and all that was done and this and that and yet you did it all and more out of nowhere I mean who was there for you and your kids when y'all didn't have nowhere to go I was not nobody else who always had your back anytime no matter what was going on whether we were arguing or anything else who was always there for you who did you call me and yet you've done all this I don't understand