Full Surrender Ministries

I know it's difficult, I know that you feel completely overwhelmed and are doing everything not to allow those around you to watch you breakdown and lose it all, so you try your hardest to hold it all together, all the while inside you're ready to scream louder than you ever had, and then cry until your tears are all dried up. I get it.

I know the stress you're feeling, the anxiety that is weighing heavily on you, and the thousands of what ifs and questions running rampant through your mind. I know that you want to find that solace, and want to have that peace and assurance that you will see some light at the end of the tunnel, rather than all the dark, stormy clouds, and those walls that are constantly closing in.
I understand.

When you're in that place where you yell and scream at God, asking Him where He is at, and why He is allowing all this to happen to you? How could He just abandon you, when you needed Him the most? Where you're at your last bit of faith, and don't know how you can go on anymore. Yeah, I know.

And while you may not believe it now, know this, God hasn't left you, He's been there all along. He's been watching over you, keeping you, giving you a strength you didn't even know you had.
He's been there, because if He hadn't been there, you never would have made it through all of what you did.

Yes, I get it, I understand, and yeah I know, because I've been there, and I'm still going through. And while I do want to pull out all my hair and yell at God, I've learned that it doesn't solve anything. So instead, I do my best to trust in His plan for my life. Through all the storms, hardships, obstacles, and setbacks, I've learned to trust in His plan, even when it doesn't make any sense.