Connecting the Dots

https://cait28-5.tumblr.com/post/165461547133/cha-cha-changes-you-know-what-freaks-me-out-well

"Everything"Cait — Cha-cha-changes You know what freaks me out? Well... Cha-cha-changesYou know what freaks me out? Well not scary clowns. It’s the idea of someone else other than God having control of my life. I’m 28 and some change so that’s a long time for me to be in...

feeling lots of things today which is good because I was so numb out of fear that I was going to lose someone super important to me. I mean I did, but God knew her before she was born and knew me before I was born plus made sure I had a backup crew when things get hard. So freakin stoked for 2016!!!

you never really know that you are hurt or were abused by someone you admired for so long until you connect the dots. Time to hand my leadership idol to Jesus.