Zebrana Bastard

It’s like the cards read my journaling the last 2 days. All about self-forgiveness, self-love, and reaping the abundance of everything I’ve harvested. Then Queen of Sheba comes in reverse, which is basically screaming at me “let that s**t go”. Biggest obstacle is a hard-line self-forgiveness too.

For over a month, there was this huge hole in the ceiling above my bathtub and because I didn’t know when maintenance was coming, my entire bathroom was torn apart and everything that lived in my shower was in my sink. I thrive in routine and order, but getting there is so hard, but when I have a room setup where I know where everything is, it helps to me feel less stressed about other areas of my home that are less put together. Having my bathroom in a constant state of disorder was really messing with my headspace. Maintenance finally got everything dialed in and finished today, and I just finished putting my bathroom back together. Everything is back in its place and order is returned. This is such a win for my mental health right now.