The Raw Princess

So grateful now that I have let go of decaying teeth, a van that kept unhealthy ties to a past relationship and let go of the fear and pain of admitting final closure, let go of hoarding things in that van that people storing it could actually use. Yes, I had gradually let go and organized my things but avoided complete closure! Telling myself I had no drama in my life even sort of smugly judging others at times unconsciously denying my own clinging to a past that couldn’t be a future.
Have you ever done that? Are you doing that now?
Yes there’s a time to be gentle with yourself but there’s also a time like with an infected tooth or splinter, you really gotta rip that thing out.
I have a good childhood friend who was firm with me on the phone too. It is Grace we reconnected after I couldn’t find her for decades.
Sure enough it was last summer after the water fast and shredding journals. To be continued.