Ancientmist

A HUMILIATING PATH
Awakening is not a path for the faint of heart.
You will be humiliated. Oh yes. Brought to his knees. Many, many times.
What you thought you knew will fade away into nothingness from time to time.
Your greatest insights, your incredible expertise, your life's work - all of it can come crashing down.
Sometimes without warning.
You will be asked to start over and over again.
And again.
(Did I say this is not a path for the faint of heart?)
Oh yes, you will definitely touch the bliss and joy of existence!
Of course, some days you'll laugh at the simplicity of things!
But you will also be asked to confront your deepest fears, face the darkness and night within, go to places where unloved creatures dwell.
You will enter pockets of sadness you never knew existed.
You will cry a billion tears for lost and abandoned children, inside and out.You will be angry at the sky, at your parents, at all the teachers who let you down, at the lies you were fed, at those who never showed up when you needed them most.
You will tremble with fear for several days.
Some days the earth will open up, swallow you up, and spit you out again.
Sometimes you'll think you've reached the end of the path, and then you'll find yourself back at the damn beginning.
Sometimes you will feel like giving up.
Sometimes you will feel like you haven't made any progress.
Sometimes you will curse the day you set out on this journey.
But you heal.
Yes, you are.
You unfreeze, you undo billions of years of karma. Fear-based conditioning melts away and you encounter life in the raw.
You return to nature, to the Garden, to the wilderness where you were conceived.
It's not always easy. It's not always peaceful.
It's not always the spirituality you've been sold.
It is not always love, light, joy, positivity and pure, undisturbed Consciousness.
(These are only dreams for scared children.)
No, this is real awakening. You are a reality warrior now, tired of the bu****it and false promises, crying and raging and laughing in the terrible, wonderful wholeness that you are.
All your old dreams have fallen apart, but you haven't.
The voices of fear, shame and doubt may still be with you, but you are bigger than them now.There are days where you feel tiny, yes, but there are also days where you can hold the whole damn Universe in the palm of your hand.
You went crazy to be normal, you cracked to be whole, you traded in your old security for a life of adventure, and you gave up sad old dogmas for the thrill of not knowing.
You find safety in the darkest places, beauty in the loneliest places, and love in places you thought were abandoned by love.
You have never been abandoned by life, my friend, because you are life, and even when you fall to the ground, you are completely supported by unknowable forces.
So what? So what! You're falling! You're giving yourself bruises. You feel ashamed for a moment. You cry out an old dream. So what! You cry in anticipation and turn to face reality and it is never, ever as bad as you feared.
You get up, dust yourself off, get back on the path and keep going.
You never left the path. In fact,
Because the path never left... you.
For the path is forming beneath your feet, in every Now, with every step you take or don't take, rejoicing in your unique journey, celebrating you exactly as you are today, bowing to both your failures and your victories.
So start over, my friend.
Start over.
And keep going.
Thank you 🙏🙏🙏
-Jeff Foster

AWAKENING
Don't think WAKE UP is all about clicking and changing the channel. Actually, yes, but THIS click has many consequences.
Don't think that you will hear angels, birds and butterflies flying around you.
It's not like that...
The truth is you will lose friends
not by anything specific or bad, you will realize that they are no longer "vibrating" on the same frequency. It will happen with your family, at work, wherever you go.
This gap will be inevitable, you will not understand what is happening to you and you will seek moments of solitude to reflect and think about your new way of seeing everything.
You will begin to bring more awareness to your actions, more life and more freshness.
You will surrender more to the present moment, you will feel more connected to yourself and it will make you realize the mistakes you have made.
By examining your private part, your interior, you will realize that maybe you are jealous and you didn't realize it, maybe you feel a lot of anger and you didn't notice it, maybe you have a lot of traumas from the past and you couldn't see it until now. You will realize that you have been denying your negative aspects and now they have taken over, you will realize that you are just hiding something under the rug that you need to heal and integrate and releaseSelf-observation is a very painful process for the mind that would not be able to expose itself by saying that it is jealous, hateful, cowardly, or distrustful.
But once you notice it, everything changes.
In fact, we reincarnate without recognizing ourselves, without waking up.
It's normal to feel bad
you feel sad or lonely...
You are looking for books, films, new information that will help you strengthen this phase of your life. You will start to open up and listen to your own emotions
Then you'll start to feel drawn to places and activities you never imagined possible. You may meet people you never imagined meeting. And all this will make you happy.
You will see how everything will start to fall into place, how everything will be connected.
You will grow up and start to be a better person for yourself and others.
The universe will respond to you and your existence will take on a different rhythm, a different scent... Then moments of gratitude will come.
you've come through... you've woken up... it's been a long road...
it doesn't really end, it turns into a path of experiences with consciousness, it becomes lighter, more understandable and brings wisdom to your heart
I love You All

“Sometimes God challenges you to find strength you don't have. This is the only way to exceed your imaginary limits.
You get knocked so low that you have to humble yourself.
Only when your pride and arrogance are crushed will you discover strengths that are not yours.
You will encounter and use the power of God.
When you completely abandon your ego,
this miracle is possible"

mooji