UIDB MGMT

Anyone want some artwork? I could use the money and the art therapy. XDDD

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Been awhile, hasn’t it? I’ve been out of sorts. Anywhoo, commissions are back open so if you’re looking for some artwork, hit me up! Let’s create something together.

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I have made a terrible mistake.

I have been open in the past about my DID and how I experience blackouts. One of the times I encounter it is when doing artwork. I go away for hours, my alters come out and doodle, and then I come back when it’s all over. I can’t sit through the whole process because I become too self critical which raises anxiety and so I chose not to be present during these sessions.

It has come to my attention that my alters have been tracing elements for artwork that aren’t ours to trace. I can’t for sure remember it myself but I have the feeling it has occurred and I am nonetheless upset.

The first rule of DID is system responsibility. This means that no matter what my system does, I am responsible for all of it, even when I don’t remember it. I don’t remember the act but I know it happened like a phantom over my shoulder. I can’t deny this fact.

I want to tell you all that I take full responsibility for all my actions and I am deeply ashamed that this has happened. I thought my alters were doing a good job and to find this out has definitely struck a nerve with me. I have reached out to the person whom I believe commissioned the art and have issued them full refunds.

To everyone out there, I am so very sorry for my terrible shortcomings. I promise you this atrocity will not go unchecked and I will work hard to make sure this does not occur in the future ever again. I will not rest until I’m a better person, not only for myself but for the people around me. You all deserve a better friend than the one I currently am.

Please forgive me my shortcomings, I’m working hard to better myself. I love you all very much and thank you for everything you’ve given me so far.