TC

Today is the day! I will be signing the house over to new owners. And although I don’t vacate until Sunday, it’s still a little emotional today. This house was a safe Haven for me when I needed it. I know some people see a house as just a house, but I saw it as a home. A place that wrapped me up in its loving arms and got me through some hard times. Now, I am passing it on for somebody else to love. I hope that when they walk in they feel all the love that I put into this house. And I hope they feel all the love that this house has to offer on its own.

I’m not leaving Utah until the 26th but I know this next week will pass by in the blink of an eye. So, I will enjoy what time I have left until I come back to visit. But now it’s time for discovering myself and fulfilling a lifelong dream of traveling.

Speaking of discovering myself. Every time I decide to just let my curls come out. I always have people ask me. “Why do you straighten your hair?” Because sometimes the curls are a hot frizzy mess 😂. Or sometimes they just drive me nuts by the end of the day lol. But if I am going to step into my full authenticity, I think it’s time to let the curls go free every once in a while. I think it’s time for me to choose what I want and how I want to wear my hair. Not to please anybody else, but to look in the mirror and say, “oh, there she is” the woman that forgot who she was to please others. The woman that forgot who she was to fit into other people’s lives. Stepping forward, she says “no more.” People will either naturally fit into my life or they won’t. And it is no longer my job to appease others. Love others, yes, but not appease.

So, my dear friends, more to come as the adventure begin begins soon. 💚

It's T-23 days until my new adventure begins. So, if you're in Utah and you have a crush on me, now's the time 🤣😂 kidding, kidding.
It feels good to be blogging and out in nature again. I've been crazy busy packing up the house. I can't thank my friends who showed up for me yesterday. I'm not great at asking for help, and I didn't need to ask with this group; they offered. If they read this, I hope they know how grateful I am for their help yesterday moving stuff. 😘
As each phase of moving happens, more emotions come up. But this is a good thing. I think we forget how to sit in uncomfortable emotions and process everything. It's healthy and needed for me to move forward. Too many people suppress their emotions, and we all know that's never a good thing. Suppressed emotions show up as physical ailments. Trust me, I know.
On May 26th, I'll drive away from Utah and the life I've known for the past 12ish years. But I'll be driving towards a dream I've had since I was a child: traveling. I am currently the version of me that others built. Expectations of others. Pushed down dreams for others and even shrank myself for others. Now, I get to go build the me I was always meant to be.
I'll be blogging and vlogging my journey. I'll post it here and on all my pages. I still won't post anything about my personal relationships. It's time to keep some things a secret. Not that there is anything to tell right now anyway 🤣🤭
So, stay tuned and wish me luck. The next 23 days are going to fly by. And if I don't see you before I leave, don't worry, I'll be back briefly in August and then for the holidays. It's not goodbye to my Utah peeps, it's until I see you again.
Much love! 💚🥰