Renee Photography Ink

Well Chello My Sweethearts, I know it's been A long ass time since I've been here.. Yes, I'm officially 40 years old...Cats Out The FN Bag lmao 🤣 😂 The reality check of me saying that officially is crazy.. I wanted to come on here to tell y'all. Thank you so much for all the birthday! Love the messages. The phone calls the gifts just everything.. don't get wrong...I see everything but I'm still responding..just bare with me..Everything is very overwhelming for me right now... due to family stuff..Not because of my age lol some of the messages I have been getting and the love that I've been receiving even throughout the years and one of the major things that stick out to me is the way people have showed me what type of person I am through how my actions are..How their actions are towards me to them.. and I'm literally have seen so many people give me so much love and that's one of the biggest things..ALL POSITIVE that I've seen throughout this whole time is the love that I've always shown others and it comes back to me. Tenfold..God don't play about me AMEN!!

I've been busy working a lot and dealing with a lot of family situations.. so I have take it a step back for a moment to just try to get a moment of peace.. so I'm not ignoring anybody. I just haven't really got a chance to really sit down and get everything situated mentally.. So I'm just happy that I'm still here.. I'm happy I made it to 40.. I know there's a lot of people that I know. Never got that chance to make it to this chapter in their lives.. I've lost a lot of people within the last couple years that has literally opened my eyes up to a lot of situations and me realizing that they're not going to be able to get a chance to see this chapter and it hurts for sure.. I'm happy God was able to. Let me see this, especially my kids...

But I wanted to say thank you to everyone that have said happy birthday and all the little small things.. I wasn't really able to take pictures on my day but I made a little video to basically kind of show. I'm still the same person and yes it doesn't look like I've aged really at all... LMMFAOOO literally Silver-Renee Olive Oyl Julius Renee Julius

Love You Guys..💙🤞

As my world is crashing in front of me and I'm simply on autopilot..As much as I am breaking inside...I can't show my emotions....I personally have to check myself in any situation..but you never really show emotions unless it's laughter or being angry or being happy that's it. But for you to tear up in front of me..(You ain't never teared up in front of me since the passing of my father..And you and mum had to break the news to me and that was 18 years ago) it's not like you and for you to tell me you want to go home it's probably the hardest thing for me to hear and there's nothing for me to do about it. I just don't want to let you go and I know I am selfish for that gesture. But it's the truth and everything is hard for me especially to see this.

Right now All I ask for is just asked for prayers and strength right now please and thank you 🙏