A Recovering Makeup Addict

Methadone update!

Photo dump
Trying to find any makeup pics. Lol. Not many. Although make up is my love, I work from home and many days I don’t wear it! Maybe just weekends now.
I really miss getting ready for work. I know I still can but I guess I get lazy.
Anyways, can’t believe I made it 30 months yall. 30 months sober. Time has flown by.
It’s super hard lately. With the nice weather I have been thinking a lot. Sometimes I wish I can be that go with the flow type girl. Oh y’all going to a rave? Count me in. I WISH! I no my ass will use if I go. When I was in my early 20s I was a “weekend warrior”. Only played on the weekend. I could NEVER do that now. Honestly, I wouldn’t even try. I’m happy about my 2 1/2 yrs. But sometimes I wish I was wired differently. I wish I could go to that rave. But I’m not there yet. I don’t trust my intentions yet. But I’ll get there.

Anyways, happy Friday y’all. We made it another week. Thanks for sticking by. When I started my job in December, it’s very time consuming. But I definitely want to do something with this page.
Maybe show make up or do make up. It’s not very active on here but I’d love it to be a fun and safe place to talk addiction and make up!❤️
Have a safe weekend. Stay blessed

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The ache is constant 💔

Winter depression is no joke! I love winter but hate how dark it gets. Been struggling a few weeks but no thoughts of using, luckily. Just ready to try out a new town. This isn’t the one for me anymore. Way too hard to meet people and it’s lonely. I’m ready for a fresh start come July. Not sure where yet. Working from home now I can live anywhere but no where feels like home anymore. 🤷‍♀️
Still, after over 2 years, I’m trying to get used to the single life but I never can. I miss having a partner and best friend. Thank goodness for lulu or I would have gone crazy by now! Lol

Hope everyone is having a good winter. I’m ready for daylight savings next month! Hurry up sun!☀️