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And with that, we round out a 24 hour period of dehydration and a completed Dutch test. (IYKYK).

Breathing life into something new; rebranding my life.

Excited to show you guys this process and TAKE YOU WITH ME 💁🏼‍♀️🤌🏼

That rebrand often starts with frustration, with shedding a skin; with realizing the old way is no longer fitting.

And we realign.

No handbooks.
No podiums.
Just pressure and presence.
And a whole lot of hitting record.
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I find real meaning in my work & the mission I’m on. Some of the unseen stuff is where the fruit really is.
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My prayer is that you walk on and walk into rooms you’d never have guessed you’d land in. That your belief would never buckle and your faith would carry you.
♥️

APRIL. So much movement. 26 days spent traveling this month. So many hugs, laughs, smiles & moments that made it feel like home is everywhere all at once.

more moments of quiet and more moments of chaos beautifully contrasted.

processing it all & drinking life in.
I can feel the stress leaving my body.

some highlights:
✅ Got my key to the FNF HQ office
✅ figured out where I’ll be living in Montana
✅ actually relaxed a lot
✅ becoming debt free again

The lowlights:
🥹 saying bye to Scottsdale
🥹 my back hurt a lot this month (got it under control now)
🥹 missing my family A TON

It’s all worth it ❤️

sitting here on the floor in an empty house in Joshua tree holding the girl that 242 weeks ago went ALL IN on her vision for life.

that girl had already quit her job,
had already understood her power to create.

every chapter since has been refinement— stripping away, death and rebirth cycles, continuing to iterate, continuing to uncover.

surrender after surrender,
she was a personal trainer, a waitress, closing bars and retail stores late at night, up early to train in the gym.

she wouldn’t stop at anything,
CrossFit helped her understand the power of perseverance and toughness,
the power of doing it even when it isn’t pretty,
or when no one around you gets it at all.

yesterday a thought rattled me… “what if you had never found CrossFit? Never quit that job? Never randomly decided to waitress and train people?”

those choices were catalysts— small, pathetic steps at the time— yet steps that changed the trajectory of my whole life.

I could’ve become someone very very different— or worse— not grown at all.

I shudder to think of who I would’ve been if I never learned to feel, never ditched alcohol, never ACTED on the beliefs and stirrings deep in my soul.

I wouldn’t have the freedom, fulfillment, friends, finances that I have.
I wouldn’t be making much of an impact.
I would still be talking about it,
still wondering “how people do it,”

I didn’t know how people did it,
But I was hell bent on figuring it out.
Now I’m sitting in a retreat house on a Wednesday about to host my sixth retreat, second one with Taylor.

I get to whisper in the ears of those starting to dream,
and tell them going for it is the best thing they could ever possibly do with their life.

Find that dream and chase it down— what’s the alternative? Lately I’ve been realizing that my life isn’t mine at all.

That the gift of life was and is and always will be gods— to seek out what he wants us to do with our life and do that— is the bravest and most important thing we could ever do.

Following the divine whisper, and it’s getting good, because five years later, I’m still ALL IN.
🖤