The Conscious Nanny

Mercury Retrograde Feels ⚡️A degree is suppose to serve you, not the other way around. What’s more valuable than knowing yourself at the deepest level so you can live out your highest timeline..? Show of hands, who agrees?! 🎓🙋🏻‍♀️
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Transiting through this up-leveling has me reevaluating everything I thought I knew about myself. Who am I? And what do I want? Just me, with no compromises having to be made.. I get to craft the next chapter of my life. Holy s**t, where to begin! Exciting? Hell yes! Scary? Absofreakinglutely
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Retrieving back lost, fragmented pieces of my power has been an incredible challenge this past month. I can see where I’ve given it away to hold less responsibility and choice around my own life. To play safe and small so I wouldn’t actually have to step up and show up in the way I truly desire to.
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And STILL I reach out my hand to grab it and feel myself retract. There is such deep fear in 100% trusting myself to hold my power and know best. That scared little girl inside doesn’t believe in me because all she knows is self abandonment
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There is a well of compassion that has risen in the void. Compassion to a society that didn’t teach us who we truly are and compassion towards myself as I unravel the illusion. Ive become a loving presence of nurture to my inner child when the fear becomes overwhelming. Energetic growing pains is not something we are taught..along with conscious communication, healthy boundaries, sacred intimacy, spiritual essence, ritualizing life, high self worth, natural cycles of death and rebirth, intuitive power and a belief that you are the purpose you seek.
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A new portal has opened to the next level version of myself and I’m choosing to step in. It’s all the feels but mostly a deep sense of knowing it will all work itself out. This is the correct choice. And in this limbo period of transition I am committing to a lifetime investment.. I’m getting a PHD in me! I’d like to graduate earth school someday 🏫 who’s with me ?! Class of Infinity!! 🎓🥳