Angels Lie to Keep Control

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I answered a call yesterday from .
10:00am tomorrow, someone is putting a list in my hands.
With luck one of the on it will be mine by the end of the day.
I won't be anymore.

I'm still here .
I'm coming .
I .

My Son thinks I don't care enough to call because my number is . I haven't held him in a year because... She me.

It's that to a from a 's life.

-so, I should be more convincing, more charming, to stop being by a ?