Strongs 214

I keep writing my story and keep rejecting the superficial connections.

If I mattered and if any of the positive spiritual sentiments were real, physical amends would be made. Physical apologies would have already happened. The spiritual and physical abuses would have been addressed.

They haven’t been.

When I ask God what going on, I hear the same answer in response - I am being abused. My gifts are being abused.

Kris thinks that by me avoiding him and saying nothing about what I see that he is experiencing good. He is actually experiencing a loss of accountability designed to help him overcome.

Instead, I experience as I did this week (yesterday afternoon) images of scenes of Kris having s*x with a twenty-something who is a BSSM student.

I tell him in the spiritual that she is doing what she is doing for Kris to platform / promote her physically.

“She doesn’t really care about you. She would sleep with anyone in power who she thinks would get her ahead.”

He didn’t want to hear that spiritually.
I didn’t want to spiritually see, feel, or experience him have s*x with a woman not his wife.

Sometimes, the best way to help a person is to as John Sanford said, “Step aside and let people continue on to the hell of their own making.”

I am being asked to give the name of the girl - the young woman I see…I don’t know her.

But the names that come to mind are:
Hannah
Beth
Elizabeth
Claire

There’s actually more than one.
There’s women & men I see that he is paying money to for these experiences.

$300
$200
$250
$400
$500

The list goes on and on and on and on from what I see spiritually but I have no way to confirm or confront physically but the people themselves the women themselves are a powder keg in this situation.

Eventually they will realize that sleeping with people like Kris for money won’t give them what they need or want.

They start talking to friends, to counselors to others who aren’t fond of Kris.

Then, the rest is history.

Kris finds himself in a hell of his own making.