Double Time Growing With Denette

I know a lot of people well understand this.Losing.My parents was so painful.but Losing prestin has broke everything In me .and I can take alot I can take people being Cruel .you get alot of it or people say shi.. thing but when family does it and say thing they say that a different hurt .be kind to people who lose a child because if You haven't yourself. You'll never understand that pain . And that paim well l be there until the day they died.

Such powerful words if we dont heal all those broken pieces in us, we will never grow. we will never be a strong branch for other people love .forgive people, it's not really for them it for us because we don't need to hang on to what someone else said or did or didn't say god see all and god well handle what you can't see people dont get away with things they did or said like we think because at the end of life god reviews all they did. So heal those broken pieces the best you can and grow strong in God's love and be a strong tree and keep growing in God's love.

I realized I have been hide from the world think I was fully showing. And sharing my grief but I really haven't. It hard for me to push from the shadows the deep grief I feel .I can't Protect my heart My journey. My grief if I share it with people. people have there Opinions how you should go through this journey
People have no idea what has keep me from moving forward what keep me locked in the past from step forward there alot more to it. it feels like leave prestin behind. Yes I know he'll always be with me but I don't want to hear that .I am not ready to leave mine foot prints . We all have our own Journey with grief .remember don't judge people grief you don't know what there have been through what there still going through how there feel.one day they well Rise from their grief they'll take there step forward out of The shadow . In there own time own way until I am ready I well hide in my safe shade from the world with my broken pieces. And it's OK you don't understand you don't have too that why it my Journey.