Queenflowww

Princess Thugin’
Thank you for having me
And thank you for co-headlining with me!

Tbh 2025 crushed my soul so hard im not even going to go through my camera roll. So here’s a dump from decadence and my trip to FL for Xmas. I hope and pray that 2026 is full of peace, love, and creativity.

2025 did a number on me that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. It’s crazy to think I’m still alive and functioning. But I’m a boss bitch do tbh I’m not surprised. This life was not made for the weak, and that’s why god gave it to me. No one else.

Let’s go 2026. Give me all you got.

**kyou2025

Love your body. Love yourself.
I have lived with major BDD issues since I was a little girl. I was thrown into beauty pageants around age 5 and MUST maintain a PERFECT image on and off the stage. I was taught to be “skinny” was to be perfect and a beauty pageant winner before I even knew what boys were. As I grew older I became an athlete and was even more so shamed mentally by myself if I looked or performed any different then the athletes around me. Around this time It was drilled into my head that diet and muscle mass and strength and a toned body, with a 6 pack and a huge bubble butt was EVERYTHING. I worked extremely so hard and went to the gym twice a day and stayed on a very strict diet all through high school to maintain my spot on the volleyball team and then played volleyball competitively year round. It was absolutely crucial, to be strong and fit and toned all through highschool. Once high school was over and I went out into the world on my own, I found myself dipping my toes into the modeling industry, and getting paid to do artistic nudes and exotic photo shoots all around the state and some out of state. As you all know the modeling industry is not kind to any kind body weight. You must be Barbie doll perfect. I lost a lot of weight and muscle mass because I was no longer competing to stay fit. I was now just competing to stay skinny. My entire life I never just thought that I was perfect. I never had enough self love to appreciate and accept myself or my body. Recently I even thought I might be anorexic.. I am now learning that I am in fact perfect. To myself. I’m not worried about others and if they think I’m too skinny or not skinny enough. I’m happy the way that I am and i deserve to feel that way. I worked extremely hard to be who I am today both physically and mentally. I’m very thankful for everything that’s ever happened to me as it has shaped me and who I am today. I love myself and I LOVE what I look like and who I am becoming. PERIOD. And anyone who thinks otherwise can kiss my beautiful ass. 🖕🏽😘