hurtpines

ion like when folks try to define me, i take many forms .

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lately, i’ve been most happy when i’m sober and today marks 30 of them thangs..
but i’ve been a bit iffy on my “why”, when asked about it as i’m transparently still figuring it out myself.

naturally, i’ve experienced a bunch of heavy s**t this year with still a quarter left to go -
so in my mind, it’s a slippery slope doing the same s**t as I’ve done before and even more so,
expecting different results from it..
literal definition of insanity.
but maybe i’m just being a headass.
& likely am.

nevertheless, I wrote a few real n***a haikus as I navigate my thoughts and i’m sharing them with you, via this vain ass picture of myself..

but remember, i’m an artist..
and i’m sensitive about my s**t.

enjoy mfs. ✨

clear mind, blurry truth,
wonder if I’m truly whole -
or just chasing proof.

high off sober thoughts,
wonder if this peace is real -
still, I play my part.

sober, but who’s changed?
not much better than before -
just numb in new ways.

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