The Gold Magnolia

I found my will to live and love in FL. I got the honor of meeting the most exceptional and talented individuals I have ever come in contact with. I have been blessed in that area.i have felt spiritually there can be great changes in how we think of an active drug user.

Here is my plot twist. They are the homeless. They are the m**h heads and the crack heads. M**h became a medicine and not just numbing or for a party. Dont judge a book by its cover. Honey, I should have died so many times in my life, and here I am standing strong despite it all. Living myself, and wanting to live for the first time in my life. My testimony is irrefutable because I have people that know I want the healthiest lifestyle for me. The biggest fight was convincing myself. It is healthy for me to smoke m**hamphetamine. It has taken me off insulin. It works like no other med for my panic attacks, severe depression, anxiety and autism. I don't just survive in life anymore, I live. M**h is demonized by Big Pharm. I have had to fight myself and everyone, including my children to finally say it's ok. Sometimes the basic outline for recovery isn't enough. How many times has someone left the rooms because they felt it was too hard. We need to have understanding that recovery is just as important as psychology or a teachers lesson. Tailor to the Individual.

Call me, text me, argue with me. THIS NEEDS TO BE HEARD. It can save a life.