Nicholas Liddle

It’s exhausting constantly having to explain yourself, your thoughts, statements, your character, etc. That’s why it’s becoming more easy for me to just sit back, and be silent.

Hit me like a gut punch, I hurt my own feelings. How did I get so good at being mean to myself?

I couldn’t see your pain, then the seasons changed and I found out your gone... sorry for the things left unsaid, and everything you fought in your head. No matter where you are hope you know that I’II see you again.

Today on international survivors of ui cide loss day, i remember the many beautiful people I’ve lost to the war in their minds. Today I remember all the words that I wish I had said.

Tonight, while they are in a much better place and no longer hurting, I’m down here hurting.. wishing I could be with them, laughing, crying, singing Nicki minaj with them, all the fun things that life took from us way too son.

Tonight, I just sit, wishing I could just call one more time, just five more minutes.

If you’ve ever lost someone to this, tonight I think about you - because it’s a pain that I wouldn’t wish on even my enemies.

If you watched Nicki Minaj at the Mission of the United States to the United Nations, you would know her speech was specifically addressing the topic at hand

“We don’t have to share the same beliefs in order for us to respect each other. [We] shouldn’t make one person feel less safe than anyone in any room”… “This isn’t about taking sides this is about standing up in the face of injustice”

Her defending Christians from persecution shouldn’t be controversial. It’s what’s right.