The Muddy Heathen

Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;- 1 Pete 4:1

My body is broken. I endure life and it's many pains on a daily basis. Being chronically ill is not easy. Being in my broken body is not easy. Suffering is easy. Suffering I can do. The pain of my kinks outweighs the pain of daily chronically ill life. It puts my head in a different place. It quits my mind in the same way ceramics does, but with the added bonus of a pain I enjoy.

We talked about this concept for a few days/weeks. We wanted to bathe in the waters of blasphemy. We didn't expect to accomplish what we did. Daddy Fox, or rather Father Fox in this moment, told me "this is going to be tough so don't be upset if we can't do it"... but we did!!! I could sustain the inverted cross better than the normal cross but I still did it!!!

Father Fox, I cannot wait to explore not only this sacrilege path with you but rope in general. You are an amazing top (and human in general) and it feels so good to truly be cared for in ropes. Thank you for existing and crossing my path. If there was a God, you'd be the only gift he's ever given this wretched world. Thank you for being a person our gay community and kink community need. You are truly a treasure in this horrid place. Suffering for you is an honor 💚

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