Unique Love Solutions

Folks think I'm funny acting, but to know me is to love me...note to self! :)
I always felt like Marilyn Munster in my family, relationships, and life. I longed to connect, which I understand is a biological need that we all have within ourselves.
I adapted and believed from an early age that people didn't want to hear what I had to say, so I adjusted by trying to fit in within cultural and societal norms, which caused me to be inauthentic, resulting in my use of unhealthy ways to cope with alcohol, drugs, s*x, food, anger, depression, material gains, education, religion, sickness, entrepreneurship, and eventually withdrawal which is what I do currently to protect the hurt parts within me.

I duck out because I feel folks don't want to hear the real me, but underneath that thought, I believe folks will reject me because of what I have to say. Fortunately, I created a life that allows me the time and privilege to study myself through occult and scientific knowledge on how we develop and function as human beings.
I then apply what I learn to myself and my life, like going into the lab as the social scientist I AM.

As a result, I'm always observing, learning, and studying how I think, feel, and behave, eventually changing my thoughts, beliefs, and actions that fall outside what most are doing. One truth of Universal Laws is everything is about YOU! No matter what! Throughout my life, I always apply my newfound knowledge to myself to show and test its validity, which causes me to have different perspectives, changing what I do and who I do it with. Thus, parts of myself think I will be rejected, resulting in disconnection; my automatic nervous system sometimes protects me from this pain to my detriment as I disappear. But my cocoon is too tight again; time is winding down, and life is fleeting.

Now I'm better at understanding who I am and what I have to offer to this world, which isn't everyone's cup of tea, and that's alright!

I know my vision has its limitations, but God has shown me that there are others that I'm to serve through my heart where the Most High resides. As I continue to nourish it with my inner work, my heart produces fruit that others can partake in as a resource for awakening their inner healing.

Today, I speak up with courage and tenacity to keep expanding with curiosity and depth as only I can as LaShawn D. Woods.

As I continue to share my life, ups and downs, knowledge, understanding, and wisdom through social media channels, I know I AM an instrument of service and inspiration to those secretly struggling and desiring change to do their inner work and yield their own fruit.

I invite you to follow me on TT and IG as BLKNOSUGA, where I share my strength, courage, and wisdom.

There, I will share how to interrupt dysfunctional patterns of motherhood, wifehood, womanhood, and most of all, knowledge of SELF- biological, psychological, emotional, and sociological; if this resonates with you, I invite you to join me.

I chose this name, BLKNOSUGA, from a song I heard, and my take on it is that I've been charged to show up with ALL parts of myself and with the courage to have uncomfortable conversations as I learn to allow my spirit to run the show. ( No More Pink Elephants.)

My testimony is that you can overcome any life challenge with self-knowledge, self-awareness, and self-understanding, and my task is to share this truth and resources with YOU!

Love Always, Shawn💞

We are moving up to understanding that true submission is the key to opening the flood gates of love wide open! It’s a beautiful dance of surrender to the divine masculine and experience the rapture. Mmmm👄