Whos.brill

"Bilat gamay" is a Visayan phrase that roughly translates to "Be strong" or "Take courage."

Just like Zy, I waited for a boy to grow up, and then I realized that I can't force someone to grow if they are not yet ready and willing to change themselves for their own growth.

Ні,
I'm sorry that I couldn't fight for us. I had to leave because I was already losing myself in the process of loving you. llang beses ko man sinubukan makipag-usap sayo tungkol sa problema natin, you would always shrug it off na parang walang nangyari. I don't want to spend the rest of my life being loved by someone that doesn't have the capacity to understand where l'm coming from. Hindi ko nakita ang emotional security sayo. I never thought that I would see myself begging reassurance for someone that I deserve to be loved na hindi ako burden. I told you all of my past traumas and you did the exact thing. Imagine how betrayed I felt that time. The disrespect was so loud yet the apology didn't even make a sound. You failed to see the things that I sacrificed for you. What's the point of being with you if I can treat myself better than you?
You took me for granted tingin mo easy to get lang ako pero hindi mo alam I made it easy for you. When things got harder the only thing you thought about was leaving me. It hurts that you only love me when it's convenient for you. Hindi mo ako minahal nang buo. Mahal mo lang ako kapag hindi mo kailangan i-handle ang trauma ko. Buong buhay ko I had to come off as strong to the people around me. You never saw the side of me that just wanted to be held gently. I just wanted to see if you could handle the fragile side that I've been hiding my whole life because I was willing to do the same para sayo.

When i was 18

no regrets saying that:"I'd rather be old than being young, I'd rather working than studying no regrets at all"

Hi everyone!!☺️