ALJM

And the hardest part?

Letting go of a future
that never truly existed—
except to me.

The plans I made in my head.

The conversations I rehearsed.

The years I imagined
without asking if you saw them too.

It wasn’t just losing you.

It was losing the life
I had already built
in my heart.

That’s the kind of grief
no one sees,
mourning something
that was real to you,
even if it never became real
to anyone else.

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