Linque

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and

Day 4 Rabbit

Falling down the rabbit hole 🕳️ 🐇
is one of my favourite things to do, and something I always look forward to.

The best way to fall down a rabbit hole is to be insatiably curious, and to follow that curiosity without asking too many questions.

At the end of August last year I received this card, and did exactly that, falling down the Dark Romance bunny hole with the book Haunting Adeline.

That book took me places I never expected!

The changes in me since have been undeniable. I could never go back to being the sexually repressed vanilla bean that I was.

I feel more alive than I’ve ever been.

8. “Rabbit Heart” by Florence and the machine has always been a favourite song of mine.

9. These statues of the White Rabbit, Alice and the Mad Hatter are my favourite at The Hamilton Gardens 💖

Celebrating with our inspirational hosts and

Day 14. Ceremony

1. I truly do believe all of life is ceremony.

2. One of the very few photos I have chosen to keep from my wedding.

The masculine in this pic is my eldest brother, performing father of the bride duties.

I absolutely loved my dress and the ceremony. It was extremely meaningful to me.

This was a significant life event and I have no regrets whatsoever about marrying my now ex-wife.

This marriage experience still til this day is teaching me about who I really am, in hindsight.

3. The person I was then only knew how to find love externally.

4&5. 22/2 gateway 2018.
I performed my own solo ceremony in the stone circle at the Arboretum- and married myself.

This was when I committed wholeheartedly to loving me, my spiritual journey, and commit to the unionising of my own inner feminine and masculine energies.

And nothing has ever been the same since.

This year, at the 22/2 gateway I will be going back to the stone circle and performing another solo ceremony, to align my vows in accordance with the more whole version of myself that I have become.

This marriage is forever 🩷

Celebrating with our inspirational hosts and

Day 13 Self Care

2. Being a woman trapped in masculine energy can show up as hyper-independence.

Where we feel that we have to be so overly self reliant becos we are afraid to be let down.

It can be incredibly hard to trust others to show up for us, and trauma can have us rejecting help simply becos we know we can do it ourselves.

For those of us who struggle with this, self care is learning how to let others take care of us too.

I am learning to let the masculines in my life take care of me when I need it.

4. In August right before my awakening I burnt out so bad that I was really struggling to take care of myself. To the point where I was too tired to buy groceries much less cook dinner.

My son Kaden saw his opportunity to support me by bringing his wok and all the ingredients and making sure I was getting the nourishment I needed.

5. My two main masculines.
My eldest brother Chy (left) is more like a father to me. I can’t even begin to express how lucky I am to have this masculine in my life.

6. An emotional reunion with my younger brother. The last 6 months has been all about reconnecting with the important men in my life, and letting myself be loved.

7. Self care is letting ourselves need the magick of each other.
We’re not meant to do life alone.

8&9. By allowing, honouring and appreciating the masculines already in my life, I create the perfect environment to magnetize more masculine magick.

And in this container my femininity blooms 🌸

This is the true gift to myself.

Celebrating with our inspirational hosts and

Day 11 Transition

The transition period I’ve been in this past 5 months has been super fascinating.

I have given my curiosity full permission to lead the way, and where it has led me has been truly beautiful.

After years of being stuck in chronic fatigue, I have come back to life in a way I can’t even describe.

6. Becos this is my 3rd major awakening I wasn’t as confused, or scared about what was happening.

I realised immediately that I had to trust the process, and that it was safe to trust the process, even when I really thought ‘holy crap, I think I’m losing my whole plot’

I’m pretty sure my family and friends were a little concerned for awhile there too 🤣

Fortunately for me, I have their full love and support, becos our relationships are all founded on allowing each other to be who we are.

I’m currently integrating what I’ve learned, and being prepared for the next step in the process- testing all the theory to see how it works in practical application 💖