Sirnic Comedy

This is 18yrs of my mârriage, and I have 4 girls and 1Son.

My hûsbäñd is an only Son. Last year he châsed me and my childreñ away saying he wants to marry his sidechicken that he needs more Sons. After much beggîñg and cryîñg, he refused and he sent us out and married her in

I moved out with my children, I rented a house and moved on. We are fine because I have a bûisñess am doing.

Presently his sidechick (newly married wife) has given birth to triplet baby girls and she has héâlth c0mplication.

He came back since Christmas beggïñg me to f0rgive him and come with my ch1ldren and I refused

He has been sending alot of people to bêgg me but I refused and his people are seeing it that I'm been w !cked.

Presently am c0nfused🥺😞

Pls, whât do I do right now?? I need your advice 😞

I cheated on my husband once and it was a mistake, it has turned my life upside down. It was not even a long affair, it was something stewp!d and careless, but it happened.

When he found out, he changed completely. Since that day it has been 6 months and he barely talk to me. He cannot look me in the eyes. When we are in the same room, the silence is so heavy. Sometimes he just stares at the wall like I am not there.

He keeps asking me the same question over and over again. "Was he better than me?" Even when I say no, even when I cry and explain that it was not about better or worse, he does not believe me.

At night we sleep in the same bed but it feels like we are strangers. He turns his back to me. If I try to touch him, he moves away or stands up.

My parents keep telling me to stay and beg him. They say a woman must fight for her home. So I have been begging. I cook, I clean, I try to talk, I try to explain.

On his birthday I decided to do something special.
I cooked for 30 people, his favorite dishes, pilau, small chops, goat soup. I decorated the house with balloons and lights. He said his friends will come and celebrate him, I thought maybe that will change things. But a day before, he told his friends to meet him at a bar instead he didn't tell me, he allowed me slave for nothing. 😭

I was dressed up and waiting when I realized no one was coming. I stood in the middle of the decorated living room and just cried. Now everything I do is suspicious to him. If I dress nicely he will ask, Is that man waiting for you outside? If my phone rings, he looks at me in a certain way. He cannot even sit comfortably in the same room wit me.

I know I broke his trust, and I understand his pain, but living like this feels like pun!$hment every single day. I don't know if love can survive this kind of wound, but l am still here, hoping one day he will look at me again the way he used to.

How long do I take this for?😭😭 she needs your advice