Akinkunmi

- Love

Love who you love and don’t bother finding out why you love them. When you define a person, you give evil the opportunity to redefine them. Every subject is prone to debate and every definition is prone to probationary expatiation. Therefore love who you love and don’t bother finding out why you love them. To find out why is to outline traits and qualities — and when you look for good qualities, negativity is always there to complete the highlights of your search by showing you the bad qualities of the object of your love. And then happiness becomes sullied by disappointment; for surely there’s no one who’s perfect. So love.. and let not evil trick you out of love.

- My Monkey, My Jungle.

The earth is a jungle decorated with tall buildings and many technical designs. People design their avatars with beautiful attires but they’re still animals nonetheless. They’re savage beasts in this jungle of life. If you don’t believe, wait and watch for the right circumstances and you’ll almost always see these beasts called men in beastly action.

And those amongst them who evolve by reason of enlightenment, oh how torturous this jungle becomes for them. It’s an indescribable hell for the noble man who lives amongst wild beasts.

Oh the comedy the fool brings to the jungle! How priceless! The annoyance of his arrogance! For I see many delude themselves with imaginations of high learning and civil, but with the things they talk about, and with the way their minds run, it’s clear to see that they are but beasts. The hunger and preservative mentality dominating the majority of their consciousness is proof enough.

Truly no evolved man can endure this jungle. It’s a sick and loveless wild painted over with happy colors and smiley faces. For a beast is as a beast thinks. And these beasts are loveless and savage. These monkeys have all copied noble things and do fail woefully at them. They’re like beasts with one another. Their love is tedious and their mercies are territorial. Acting enlightened, they do not realize that they’re embarrassing copies of lovely consciousness still mentally stuck in the dark ages.

It cannot be denied that these monkeys have seen and copied the gods, still they remain savages. And you may ask, how can it be proven to a beast made arrogant by a stolen culture that they are uncultured failures? You can’t! The evolved awareness is to the unaware, not unlike a man is to a chimpanzee. He speaks a language the beastly man could never fathom. And the beastly man not unlike a monkey, is known for great stealing. The beastly man only knows how to steal concepts —— many times unable to perfectly reproduce it. And not unlike a monkey restless in nature, so also is the beastly man; too restless to be cultured. He prefers to copy concepts and run off without understanding —— replicating the harmless designs of a lightened society into dangerous structures in a dark one.

It is honesty to say that the mind of the beast is darkened and he sincerely cannot comprehend the simple issues of nobility though he tried to with all his might. Nobility continues to evade his heart even when he has studied it for ages. He never fails to evade good change in every trying age, so that history in the jungle continues to repeat itself. For a monkey is not a man and never will be, though it may act like one. Even as a man will never be a god, though he acts like one. In honesty, for one to be a man or a god, they have to be born by one and as one. So also man cannot be noble until he is born of God.

These monkey-men litter their jungle with the foolish outpourings of their annoying little savage hearts... all the while screaming “WE ARE LEARNED! WE ARE EVOLVED! WE ARE CULTURED! WE ARE CIVILIZED! I SAY WE ARE HIGH SOCIETY!”

What a nuisance! In fact the most annoying of the beasts aren’t the loud naked ones, but the finely clothed ones. Their appearance is one of a restless chimpanzee dressed in the attire of man. They are excellent copy cats with great knowledge who seem to have mastered the art of nobility even when it is clear by their activities that noble blood does not pump in their hearts. It’s a maddening and utterly disgusting sight for a noble heart to see. But it’s somewhat funny though —— to watch a monkey speak like a man yet walk like a monkey. One can’t help but sneer at the arrogance he displays in his funny monkey steps. It’s wonderful comic relief. At least the noble heart could find joy in the jungle laughing at the trials and follies of thieving monkeys.

Unless one is born again, he will never see the kingdom of God.

- How Evil Is Made

People tend to hate most, those who are what they are; especially if the object of their hatred stands higher than them. An individual seeing that which shares one root with him being clearly treated better than him and preferred above him does something most brutal to his psyche.

Innocent at the time, he becomes broken after confirming in many scenarios that which once upon a time were suspicions. He grows to believe himself specially hated by the fingers of life, fate and justice. And because of the long unloving treatment which was the formative environment of his heart and mind, he learns to hate himself as fervently as he believes life/fate/god/universe does. Having done nothing wrong, yet being convinced of guilt by life’s unfair treatment, he lives to judge himself harshly at all times; all by the workings of his mind — abusing and destroying himself, and only being comfortable with those who affirm his judgments by their despicable treatment of him. This is how broken souls emerge as the black sheep and scapegoats of society. It is the making of a bad person. The making of Cain. The forming of Esau. The preparation of the scapegoat.

And being ignorant and confused at the early stages of formation, such an individual finds peace at this point only by living to fulfill the requirements of the unjust treatment which traumatized their innocent soul. This happens because the heart tries to make sense of the illogical treatment of the soul, seeing that there has not come from it any reason to warrant the cold treatments. The mind which is a logical device then tries to balance the inquiries and confusions of the heart by living in such a way that makes the unfair treatment of the innocent soul justified and logical. The mind itself fills up the illogicality of the situation and forms the soul into a bad person in order to balance the equation. It’s basic evil conditioning, and those who knowingly participate in it(as certain cults do) are worthy of the lowest depths of hell.

It’s a tactic of death and destruction resulting to a beast emerging to wreak havoc or the soul destroying itself — being driven to unbearable anguish and despair by it’s witnessing of constant injustice.

Truly, one who is selected for the scapegoat script fights battles that the world will never truly believe possible or relate to for comforting purposes. If he loses this battle, he loyally hates himself everywhere he finds himself. How very bitter is his hatred when he sees an accepted version of himself treated better and without the conditionings of fate/god which resist him with limitations and frustrate him with unfairness.

Indeed, these people usually have souls of similarity being loved and treated the way they desire to be. Cain had Abel and Esau had Jacob. For the scapegoat must come to understand without any doubt that their soul is rejected, unwanted, unloved, intentionally despised, crushed on purpose and targeted for injustice by the hands that pull the strings of life —— the hands of god/universe/fate. These souls knowing their original innocence, many times have to listen to people not as good as they are tell them that it is karma. And to discredit the assumptions they hear, they also see all round terrible people treated right by the fingers of fate. All of which increases their pain and rage exponentially. For what is being done to them is great injustice that no one can see, understand or advocate for. The worst handlers amongst the broken souls will be isolated, learn to be rebellious, be full of rage and hatred for themselves, the world and God. They will be destructive and be hated or they may destroy themselves — all of which satisfy the scripts. While the best handlers amongst the broken souls will ever be full of sorrow, depressed frequently, struggling with low self esteem, being a doormat in social situations because of their constant attempt to please the world and appease fate/universe/god. They will usually be lonely and regularly taken advantage of with no one to know and understand the heaviness they carry in their hearts each passing day.

“If no one is perfectly good and all have faults in them, why are we not all greeted with the same compassion or with the same hatred. Why does life insist on making villains out of some of us. No religious story or doctrine will ever make these happenings sensible or fair.” This I heard one of the crushed ones say. His pain entered into my heart and I felt his soul. I wept for him and raged for him; for truly his innocence was real.

- A scapegoat’s tale

- Life | Love | And Friendship

May the time we have to do the right thing never run out. Nobody but God knows when that time will be over. But the moment that time is over, if we failed to make right the things which were necessary for us to, the day of sorrows and regret dawns upon us. You don’t know how much time you or those around you have left. So reconsider your priorities and give value to the things that really matter. One day everyone will realize that people are the only real treasure in life. Some will be lucky to realize early, while some unfortunately only come to this realization when time has run out. Therefore tend to love. Make and keep peace with everyone.