Poet Wizzy

I SHOULD BE DEAD

Everyone sees me but no one knows me
My life is a reflection of everyone's expectations
I don't know who I was meant to be
I am looking at these ropes and I feel like tying a knot

Life has been unfair and I feel so sad
I feel like I deserve better, because I know I am not that bad
It's painful when you have no one to call on
I feel like no one, I feel powerless, a pawn

I feel like I am in a lab
I feel knives and scissors going through my back
I already feel dead, I am already gone, I am missing in the map
I feel like being alone, I like it lonely and dark

Everyone is moving on and leaving me behind
Nobody is lovely nobody is kind
I wish I would die
I am honest, this is no lie
゚viral Dax

Sometimes I feel I don't deserve to live
Next I think maybe this place isn't good enough for me
I am so confused I don't know what to believe
I am lost, sad and don't know who I am meant to be

I am fighting wars in my head, 2 captains, my life is a ship
My mind telling me to be who everyone is to me
Otherwise I will look cheap
My heart carries the pain, agony, sadness and it makes me weep

Why keep trying when you failed trying even in your mind
If life was a journey, everyday I see mine coming to an end
I feel like falling off a cliff stop trying to save me my friend
These wound can't heal, I feel it's one of a kind