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My answer......

If I could meet you Mother, long before my birth, Before the chill took root, before the
icy earth.
Before my young life began, I would have said this plea,
Mend your own broken heart, set yourself truly free.

Five children born to you, a burden, it would seem,
But I, the youngest, felt your absence
like a bad dream.
Of warmth that never came, a love that stayed unseen.
Your coldness, like a frost, a landscape stark and mean.

A child's heart left exposed, vulnerable and frail, to shadows that descended, a story filled with wail. years spent in therapy, to piece my spirit whole,
To heal the wounds you left me, to reclaim my fractured Soul.

I would have told you, Mother, this truth I hold so dear, that broken things create more brokenness, I fear.
Before another child you brought into this dim light, You should have found your peace, and banished the darkest night.

For I, the youngest one, sometimes wish I'd never been, a life begun in sorrow, a story steeped in sin,
Not of my making, Mother, a legacy of pain, A life I would not choose, to live it all again.

Dark Soul Phoenix
Broken Script
20.03.2025

(First 3 pictures Level up and bloom)

"I was ashamed of myself when I realized life was a costume party; and I attended with my real face."

-Franz Kafka