Piercings by Jessicat

Sorry about long video! And that it doesn’t make much sense but I just wanted to speak my mind- not a polished edited version of me lols

There’s loads more I could say but it makes me very emotional.

I know I don’t owe anyone an explanation but I just felt like I did want to speak about why I’ve been abit absent on here. It’s not that I don’t care anymore or have better things to do- there’s been some intense stuff to deal with and I’ve been carrying the weight of it for a couple of years and it’s been getting really heavy.

I feel like there’s been a real block of me showing up because I feel like I’m not being authentic pretending everything is fine and that’s one of my values. I’ve always shown up authentically on here. The good, the bad and the ugly.

I so feel nervous sharing this as the internet is not always kind. But I’m doing it for me to see if this block shifts now I’ve got this heaviness off my chest!

I realise I’m kinda speaking in riddles because I’m not explaining what it is- but it’s not something I can share yet.

I know this is another rough patch that I will navigate through, I’ve weathered many storms in this business but sometimes it’s just so fuggin HEAVYYYYY

I always say that you’ve got to love what you do because it keeps you going, but this situation is sucking all the joy and love out of everything.

It’s a funnnnn suckerrrrrrrr

I don’t know exactly what I need and what any of you can do, I just felt like I needed to speak and hopefully move this heaviness!

Thanks for listening! ✨