Maturity

What should you do when your mind is fu**ed up?
Thoughts are flowing like a flood that will never stop. You feel so fu***ng tired but you can’t stop thinking. You wish things were more easier but sadly they aren’t. you wish you were more easier person but you aren’t.

You are here praying for things to be better. You are here praying that you will kill your thoughts before they do.

You know what is so special about friendships?

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What makes friendship more valuable than any other relation is that friendship has no string attached. You are here because you want to be here and that’s it.

However this what makes it so frightened also. Having no strings means that one can go whenever he wants to.

You know when you feel that everyone around you is going on and is in the right way except you. You are still lost, trying so hard not to move on but to hope that you can find someone that truly listens to you.