Eating Disorder Support

I have learned a few things about grief.
It is not a temporary feeling but rather an eternal one with many changing seasons.
Grief hurts in places that are hard to point to because the pain in your heart overflows into every other crevice that exists inside of your body.
Sometimes grief longs to be held and pushes you away at the same time. It runs for both freedom and shelter. It wants to heal but without letting go.
Grief lands upon your chest whenever and however and wherever it chooses. It is not bound by space or time or distance and I can guarantee you that it will always find a way to come to the surface.
Grief lays its weary head down and waits for rain, the sun, for wild winds, for peace - oh precious, precious peace.
Grief reminds us that death is not a goodbye but the longest and hardest see you later.
Ulli-Kaye.

Please check out Laura’s Go Fund Me Page & support if you can 🙏🏻💖☺️

Funds For Wandi Nerida Eating Disorder Programme, organized by Laura Crook My name is Laura & I’m 33 years old. I will try & keep my story as short… Laura Crook needs your support for Funds For Wandi Nerida Eating Disorder Programme

Reality TV can be useful -

https://10play.com.au/im-a-celebrity-get-me-out-of-here/articles/i-used-to-go-to-training-and-cry-emily-seebohm-opens-up-about-her-struggle-with-an-eating-disorder/tpa220104seipm?fbclid=IwAR2JfmiRWrd-0b12cveI2jbUVBPIuPQpeaKBDBVuMkMZYixiGOfZiUfSrqQ

‘I Used To Go To Training And Cry’: Emily Seebohm Opens Up About Her Struggle With An Eating Disorder Olympic Swimmer Emily Seebohm opened up about her two-year struggle with an eating disorder.

A mother's perception of what occurs in her daughter's head

Please Don’t - written by TK - Jan 21, 2021

Please Don’t ask me how I’m doing
Cause you know I’m not ok
My body and brain are on fire
Each and every day

Please don’t ask me what I’m eating
Or if I’ve exercised
My brain will tell me to lie
Please pray it will subside

Please understand I’m trying
To do my very best
To beat this evil in my head
I wish it would just rest

Please don’t ask to much from me
Physically or mentally
I just don’t have the energy
To give you what you need

Please don’t give up on me
You are the reason that I fight
This evil in my head
Goes on into the night

Please don’t judge me
If I can’t spend more time with you
Sometimes it’s hard to leave the house
My anxiety is high

Please understand I love you
I also need to spend time alone
I need time to rest my body
As my brain doesn’t leave me alone

Please know I’m not ignoring you
I love you with all my heart
This evil in my head
Is what’s tearing us apart

Please remember I am here
I need you all so much
My friends and family
Are my everything, my rocks

Please don’t give up on me
I plan to win this fight
This evil in my head will leave
Good morning, good evening, good night