Amabali

Insect 17

ILISHWA LAM 😭😭😭

Bajongana banqwala iintloko ngaxetsha linye ndacela isitshixo semoto kutata walatha edinninga room ndaphuma nditsiba phofu ndinxibe ama pyjama odwa😆ndaleqisa emotweni bandilandela kukhangeleka uba bakhathazekile ndadumisa imoto utata wandivulela isango ndaphuma ndibaleka,ndandingahambi emgaqweni ndandingajongi nee potholes 🙈ndafika xa zisithi 11 ebsuku ndangena isango alitshixwanga ndothuke ndingene ndikhawupezile xa ndifika haybo nasemnyango akuvalwanga kugengiwe Mos ndiqale ndothuke Kuba k*mnyama ndikhwaze ndingaphakathi emotweni "mhakhulu!! Mhakhulu ukhona!! ndive ugulukudu endlini ndihlabe nge Toshi yemoto ndimbone ethi leshe ngefestile ndehlise ilambu akhwaze ngubani ufuna ntoni,ndivele ndehle emotweni ndiqonde kuye ndifike ndilayite tyhini wothuka ebuthongweni kwaye ulele esofeni😢😳ndimbambe ndimange naye othukile yhuu kutheni mzukulwana ebusuku apha?? ndibuze nam aww mhakhulu kutheni walala esofeni ungatshixanga athi hay akukhonto wethu ndinesithukuthezi nje nto nje ndigqibele ndicinga ndobiwa bubuthongo ndiye ndaziva ngathi ikhona into erongo😢😢

Masihlale phantsi mzukulu watsho enditsalela esofeni waqhuba esithi "enye into wena ntombam sele ndaluphele sendithandazela okukoba uthixo andithathe ujongile nje andisatshixi kulomzi sango mnyango kuyafana Kuba sendinqwenela kungene noba sisihange sindigwinte kuphele into ebithethwa Kuba sele ndiziva ndingasafuneki apha noko nabantwana bam sele bekhulile ngoku akhonto iselityala k*m" ndamvala emlonyeni ndisithi yhini mhakhulu ukuthetha oluhlobo uthini ngathi bazukulu bakho esingazange sahlala nawe sive neentsomi zakho yhini ukuzincama usekule age ukuyo usakwazi nokuzenzela yonke into athi keyena ukuphendula kuyafana mntanam andihlali nani niyoxuthwa k*m so yonke iminqweno yam uthixo zange ayifezekise so ayikho endiyiphilelayo Kuba oko ingumlo kwelikhaya,kwamna besele ndivuya ndisithi uyehova uyiphendulile imithandazo yam sele sifikile isihange sizondixhwila😭😭yhoo bawo

Insect 15

ILISHWA LAM😭😭😭

wangena utata sele egibiseleka wangqala k*m wandiwola endithuthuzela nakuye zisihla iinyembezi engakwazi nokuthetha umbona uba naye wothukile kwaye uxhelekile Kuba wayengafuni okokuba ndiyive laanto yayithethwe ngumama😭😭ngeloxetsha k*m intloko iyaxhapha andiziva umzimba wonke uyathuthumelana ngokunga ndizakugqabhuka ndinomsindo ndothukile kwaye ndibuhlungu ngaxetshanye😢😢kwakungathi ndingafa loomzuzu ndingabikho kukuba ndandiziva ndisisiqalekiso

Umama wema ngxii emnyango engashuk*mi yey kwakungathi ndisaphakama ndimbambe ngezi zam izandla😠wandiphakamisa utata wandilalisa ebhedini yam ndatsala ingubo yam ndazogquma like ndandingakwazi nok*mjonga🥺kwake kwathi cwaka endlini umzuzwana utata wazincama wathetha "Ntombi yam yamazibulo,mamthimkhulu,ndlebentle zombini,mashwabada...uxolo mntanam siyaxolisa lonke elixetsha bendinqwenela sidibane senze inkonzo yentlambuluko kwelikhaya" sondela nkosikazi sekunyembelekile kakade.waqhuba ngelithi "some years ago ndadibana nomama wakho edolophini ndakhangwa bubuhle bakhe eseza qelele k*m intombi enomkhitha okwenkabi yehashe imbelukazi emanz'andonga esukileyo egadeni nomfaneleko wayo ekunga nelaphu Eli alinxibileyo lakhelwe kuye,andizange ndilibazise Koko ndabulisa ndacela umtshato kuye ewe kwandithatha unyaka wonke ndimcenga kodwa ekugqibeleni wavuma satshata so ufikele kwelikhaya xa Kanye umntakwethu uNosisa sele eswelekile nomafungwashe uZoleka etshatile ngoko ke saye samcela nomama okokuba amise elikhaya atshiyeke nomama ngelixa mna ndiyozama ekapa ngokwempangelo,wayesafunda ke ngeloxetsha kodwa wathi ak*mitha wena kwanyanzeleka esiyekile isikolo Kuba kufuneke ehoye wena.i know mabby I was a bit selfish kodwa nam ndasele ndilangazelela intoba kuvuke elikhaya nam ndibizwe ngotata ngokupheleleyo kulapho ke kwaqala ukubakho ingxabano kulomzi phakathi komama wam kunye nenkosikazi le yam because she felt like simnika I pressure angayidingiyo yena wayefuna ukugqiba ukufunda ahambe amazwe🤔🤔