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Mom 👩🏻

It’s been unreal losing my mom.
It’s been unreal living with the grief of seeing her in pain until her last breath.

Life is precious. & I know she’s pain free now 🕊️

She was the silliest, funniest, goofy goober of a Mom 👩🏻 and I miss her everyday.
Best smoking partner, biggest cheerleader 📣 ,best fried chicken and burgers! Arepas from my mom was my bday breakfast every year! Smartest woman- she started a construction company for Pete’s sake! She didn’t take no s**t! I remember her putting her foot down when s**t wasn’t feeling right.

She taught me a lot, there were times we bumped heads and clashed. But there was always Love❤️ on the other side of it.

We make connections and relationships and have memories and then like THAT! they just exist in your memory. No longer in this “world” 🌎.

I have had a weird relationship with death, and reading The Emerald Tablets (well the interpretation) gives me peace ☮️ that we’re never truly done & dead. It’s like, I’m not afraid of death but now that I’ve seen it and said hello, it was a strange encounter, bittersweet in fact.

The saddest moment of my whole life, guaranteed.

I told her as she was still low key lucid, to “talk to me in numbers.” The next day I kissed her slow breathed body and heard a whisper “it’s 12:44” . No one was awake, we were sleeping on the chairs next to her for 4 days and I just woke up to check on her. That whisper wasn’t from her mouth, but I feel it was her spirit that gave me the msg.
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Ma 👩🏻

It’s been unreal losing my mom.
It’s been unreal living with the grief of seeing her in pain until her last breath.

Life is precious. & I know she’s pain free now 🕊️

She was the silliest, funniest, goofy goober of a Mom 👩🏻 and I miss her everyday.
Best smoking partner, biggest cheerleader 📣 ,best fried chicken and burgers! Arepas from my mom was my bday breakfast every year! Smartest woman- she started a construction company for Pete’s sake! She didn’t take no s**t! I remember her putting her foot down when s**t wasn’t feeling right.

She taught me a lot, there were times we bumped heads and clashed. But there was always Love❤️ on the other side of it.

We make connections and relationships and have memories and then like THAT! they just exist in your memory. No longer in this “world” 🌎.

I have had a weird relationship with death, and reading The Emerald Tablets (well the interpretation) gives me peace ☮️ that we’re never truly done & dead. It’s like, I’m not afraid of death but now that I’ve seen it and said hello, it was a strange encounter, bittersweet in fact.

The saddest moment of my whole life, guaranteed.

I told her as she was still low key lucid, to “talk to me in numbers.” The next day I kissed her slow breathed body and heard a whisper “it’s 12:44” . No one was awake, we were sleeping on the chairs next to her for 4 days and I just woke up to check on her. That whisper wasn’t from her mouth, but I feel it was her spirit that gave me the msg.

Rest in caption ..

Mom 👩🏻

It’s been unreal losing my mom.
It’s been unreal living with the grief of seeing her in pain until her last breath.

Life is precious. & I know she’s pain free now 🕊️

She was the silliest, funniest, goofy goober of a Mom 👩🏻 and I miss her everyday.
Best smoking partner, biggest cheerleader 📣 ,best fried chicken and burgers! Arepas from my mom was my bday breakfast every year! Smartest woman- she started a construction company for Pete’s sake! She didn’t take no s**t! I remember her putting her foot down when s**t wasn’t feeling right.

She taught me a lot, there were times we bumped heads and clashed. But there was always Love❤️ on the other side of it.

We make connections and relationships and have memories and then like THAT! they just exist in your memory. No longer in this “world” 🌎.

I have had a weird relationship with death, and reading The Emerald Tablets (well the interpretation) gives me peace ☮️ that we’re never truly done & dead. It’s like, I’m not afraid of death but now that I’ve seen it and said hello, it was a strange encounter, bittersweet in fact.

The saddest moment of my whole life, guaranteed.

I told her as she was still low key lucid, to “talk to me in numbers.” The next day I kissed her slow breathed body and heard a whisper “it’s 12:44” . No one was awake, we were sleeping on the chairs next to her for 4 days and I just woke up to check on her. That whisper wasn’t from her mouth, but I feel it was her spirit that gave me the msg…. Rest in caption

We are all Lucidly here, right?

Why have we been saying Universe?
Where did we get that from?

Stay Sw**der Every Moment!✨
-MarissaGone 💋

It be like that sometimes ✨💫

When’s the last time someone asked you what you were thinking about?

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