Tembo

a compilation of my very active weekend! i’m TI-RED! but it was all worth it. so worth it, i done went and signed up for another half marathon! 🫢🤔🫡 i wasn’t planning on doing an actual race when i started this half marathon training in the app. just wanted to push myself and see how i did, but it’s felt so good, so strong, such a challenge - i got the itch to push this success with likeminded people! ready or not, i will run and i won’t hide come Oct 5th! 🤣
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do it. do it for you. do it when it’s hard. do it when you feel like you can’t.

slept in this morning because i was having dreams that i wanted to see develop more and didn’t get up to workout. as the day progressed, my heart felt heavy. there’s much that has been/is happening that i think it started to weigh on me. i didn’t feel like doing much, i just needed to move - i went for a walk. my (corporate) job has trails all around it, with amazing views. i took a new route; went with it. the weather today was superb, too!

taking it all in, came across this tunnel…it was a welcomed visual of just keep going, keep walking through it, talking it into existence, and give yourself grace as you approach newness.

it’s amazing how that walk changed my mindset for the day. sometimes, the simplest things can have the biggest impact. appreciate those even more. they add up, quickly!

all that to say, get up and take ya ass for a walk! you’ll feel better! 😝

today’s run felt damn good!

i’m not where i want to be, but i’m where i need to be. and to be honest, giving myself that truth & grace - i’m accepting it and knowing i’m doing what needs to be done, however i can make it possible.

life update - long overdue - coming soon!

starting over is fu***ng miserable. but being unhappy with myself is much more miserable. feeling weak and incapable sucks. but being weak and incapable sucks much more. this is me, mad at myself for the position i’m in but using that frustration to fuel my actions. and i shall give myself grace. yet, i understand the assignment. it’s go time.
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