Amy Marazas

How's everyone doing? Our house is almost decorated... I didn't really decorate. Just pointed and said yes put that there. I even haven't touched the ornaments on the tree. I usually move them around, but i cant stand without the crutches- so it will just will stay how it is. The lights still need the lights done outside and around the windows. And I have a small tree in my office I'm going to decorate after the lights go on them.

I've been doing my advent calendar... it's a puzzle this year. And I also have some ornaments I'm going to start making.

My foot is taking a little longer for me to be walking on it. I can't seek to find the happy medium on how much weight to put on my foot; how much PT is enough; how long to walk with the crutches. So I'm working through that now.

There's a bunch of things that are really bothering me.... I can't just decide to go somewhere; and I can't decide that that I want to make cookies.... I'm trying to do what I know I can do. But I really want to be making cookies and go out shopping.

And then on the flip side... I really seem to be "squirrel'ing"! Lol. Bright shiny object syndrome is real!!

It's been month since foot surgery and today I started physical therapy. According to my PT it's looking really good. Better than he expected!

I'm glad it's going faster than I thought it would. I still can't be making dinners... and driving isn't allowed until mid January at this point. I'll be in the boot until the end of December.

I'm still having my good days and bad days. But this last year has really helped me listen to my body. One thing I have learned this year is to make sure I'm putting my core first. Making sure emotionally and physically are good before anything. Putting myself first.

I'd like to give so many thanks to Windy Lawson !! Although she would tell me I did all the work!! ;) She teaches how you put your core first... so that you can get to the other important things in your life!! She does this through her accountability program... The 90 Day Slay! Send me a DM if you want to hear more about her accountability program!