Lickity Schlick

Rounding back into form...

This s**ts personal.. it's an apology to myself...

Especially after the year I've had..

This time last year I was down real fu**in bad and almost ended it with a hoodie tied to a tree branch and the rest around my throat..

and let go..

Everything fishbowled before fading to black..

Then whoosh I was on the ground my face battered (presumably by falling into the tree and blood pouring out of my mouth and my nostrils..

I forgot what happened or where i was for a split second..

Then It hit me..

Never again..

I'm not a suicidal person.. never have been but at the time I genuinelyI didn't care if I lived or died anymore..

I do not fear death...

Nonetheless I Got back to my feet thinking jeezI cant even do that right... but I'm glad it didnt take..

I was in shambles grappling with s**t that would've broken anyone..

I had my reasons for attempting to take my own life... but it def was not because I was or am suicidal..

One full calendar year later after having my whole life left in pieces or thrown in a dumpster, I'm finally finding my way back..

Never... ever... EVER... Again...

Sometimes life will bend you.. Its up to us whether or not we let it break us or break your spirit and/or body...