Finding Baby Anatra

So many years have gone by, so few left ahead, happy birthday baby girl,
where ever you lay your head.
I love you

Mothers Day today. All though I received happy wishes for a good day from my three sons, and many friends, and relatives, my heart still knows that there is a piece missing.
I often find myself perusing the photos of friends, and followers, on facebook. I am looking for any features on others faces, that may in some way resemble mine, or the features of my boys, or their father.
I go over all of the notes that I had written, back when I first posted my search story, thinking that surely there is something that I have overlooked, and if I can just find it, it will be the one clue that will lead me to my baby girl. There were a lot of people back then, that would tell me to check certain pages out, because they had suspicions, that a certain person could be my daughter. I often wonder if just maybe, she herself has written something to me.
At times I have been overwhelmed with an obsession to stay on the computer all night, just searching. For what? I'm not really sure, but this I do know, I will continue to search, for that one piece, that is still missing from this mothers heart.