Simply Everlena

💼 Monday Big Business Shoutout 💼

Today’s shoutout goes to my classmate, great friend, chosen family, and my favorite photographer 📸 Vanedda Pesina 😊

She just released her first children’s book 📚✨ and I’m so proud of her🤗

So go show her some love and grab your copy! 🥰
Come shop for the children’s book is available for purchase through Barnes & Noble

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/elaines-two-sunrises-vanedda-pesina/1148847060

Elaine's Two Sunrises|Paperback Little Elaine carries two cultures in her heart one stitched by Grandma's warm quilts and the other wrapped in Abuela's tortillas and soft Spanish lullabies. As she moves between their homes, she gathers pieces of both worlds: the food, the music, the stories, the language...but most...

Soooo I’ve been nervous about sharing this 😬 journey because I’ve come a long fu***ng way to love the body I have now.
Yeah, I might look fine af but baby I get winded walking 😭. My back hurts from carrying these 38Js and even though I worked out during my 15-week journey not every day like I wanted I still stayed consistent, changed how I ate, and somehow gained more weight 🤦🏽‍♀️.

I went from a 38I to a 38J. My doctor put me on a compound but wanted to wait until my psychiatrist adjusted my meds first.
Right now I’m on Bupropion ER and it’s helping me focus, lose weight, and give my severe depression the hug it needed. I’m finally starting to feel something again. That little spark of happiness might be small but it’s there 💫.

I’m currently two weeks into my Pre-Mindset Phase and I’m on L-Carnitine and Semaglutide (basically Ozempic). I took my first dose yesterday. I’ve got two days left on my ER before switching to Bupropion XL and Escitalopram for my anxiety because baby I feel everything and my anxiety has been through the roof 😬.
Oh and let’s not even talk about my drive 😅. I took myself off maca root because Sertraline killed that s**t. When they upped my dose from different doctors I went cold turkey on my birthday. NEVER DO THAT. It was the worst feeling ever. None of them were listening when I said something wasn’t right so f**k it I did what I needed to do.

I did my 15-week challenge, stayed consistent, worked out, ate better, but still felt numb. Like I was just moving through the motions hoping I’d feel better soon.
Finally I got the courage thanks to one of my model besties to go to a psychiatrist, told her everything, and baby she got me right 💪🏽. I felt seen and heard.

Week 2 might have its ups and downs but the ups been feeling real damn good.
The downs only hit when I forget to drink water or eat. Having my support system my sister, hubby, besties godmommababy, my favorite photographer, work fam, models, and gamers and you all truly keeps me going.

So here we go 💙 20-Week Challenge loading… Pre-Mindset phase active.
Stay tuned for videos, pics, and updates.

And for anyone judging me, if you’re not paying my bills, making me cum, feeding me, or supporting me, why tf do I care what you think 🤷🏽‍♀️

I’m local not a celebrity. But even celebs get judged the most. I don’t want fame. I want wealth, legacy, and freedom.
And the only way to do that is to be me in full nature.

✨ Big Ta**us
✨ Big Dick Energy
✨ Big Click Energy
✨ Big Mama Energy

From homeschooling to influencing I’m coming full force 💋
Everlena BJ