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First single "Pacified" to be released some time in 2024! Stay tuned!
-Aaron Butler
12/03/2023
Back side cover for album Disease
12/03/2023
Album cover for Disease!
All 26 song's lyrics posted. First single "Pacified" to be released sometime in 2024. Thanks in advance.
-Aaron Butler
"Reality"
Tell me now what you gonna do
Now that you know that i dont want you
Did you really think i was gonna fall for you
Maybe you should get your mind straight
I kinda liked rejecting your every move
It really put a smile on my face
If you ever even tried anything
I promise it would not have been good for you
It's nothing but a fantasy
You wanting to be with me
Dont you know it's all just a dream
It'll never become reality (X2)
You always wanted to be in my presence
Hoping soon that it will all come true
Dont you know it will never happen
So I want out of your mind now
You made all of the excuses
Just to see my every move
Dont you know im not interested
Now can you please stay away from me
It's nothing but a fantasy
You wanting to be with me
Dont you know it's all just a dream
It'll never become reality (X2)
Now i hope you got the message
I just need you to know
I want nothing to do with you
So can you please just go
Take your misery with you
I dont want to deal with it
Theres nothing more you can do
Im telling you im done with your s**t
It's nothing but a fantasy
You wanting to be with me
Dont you know it's all just a dream
It'll never become reality (X4)
"Your Future"
Your blackened eyes
Darkens up the light
Youve made up your mind
Its made you blind
Still wondering why
Youve chose this life
Youre fu**ed up inside
Youre out of time
And i wonder what will happen to you
Did you ever think about your future in front of you
Dont you know this life can send you away
I dont think you need to go that way
This evilness
Will make you sick
It always sticks
Its some messed up s**t
You think you have
All of the power
You know you dont
You never will
And i wonder what will happen to you
Did you ever think about your future in front of you
Dont you know this life can send you away
I dont think you need to go that way
Youve become infected
All of the hatred is growing inside of you
You think you are dominating
I need to know what has come over you (X2)
And i wonder what will happen to you
Did you ever think about your future in front of you
Dont you know this life can send you away
I dont think you need to go that way (X2)
"You're Perfect"
Take a good look in the mirror
What do you see
A pretty face
Staring back at you
All your life
Youve been filled with negativity
Now youre lost in your own insecurities
Listen now
Im here to tell you
Youre perfect just the way you are
Dont believe all the negativity
Just believe in yourself
Because youre perfect
Youre perfect
Take a good look at your reflection
What do you see
A beautiful face
Staring back at you
All your life
Youve been filled with lies
Now youre lost in your own mind
Listen now
Im here to tell you
Youre perfect just the way you are
Dont believe all the negativity
Just believe in yourself
Because youre perfect
Youre perfect
You dont need to change
Just stay as you are
I know you dont see it
But youre beautiful (X2)
Listen now
Im here to tell you
Youre perfect just the way you are
Dont believe all the negativity
Just believe in yourself
Because youre perfect
Youre perfect (X2)
"I Was Nothing"
Say goodbye
Let your memories fade away
The love has died
I will slowly walk away
Nothings ever true
When my mind is on you
Dont know if i should stay
Tell me what am i supposed to do
Leave me alone now
Youve done enough
Theres no saving my heart now
Ive had enough
You can try all you want to
Wont do you any good
Im leaving you
I hope thats understood
I was nothing
When I was with you
You never cared when i was falling far behind
You gave me the agony deep inside of me
If i dont leave then ill never make it out alive
Say hello
Let the freedom build inside
I had to go
The pain in me now has died
Everything is true
Now that ive left you
I now want to be on my own
All thanks to you
Leave me alone now
Youve done enough
Theres no saving my heart now
Ive had enough
You can try all you want to
Wont do you any good
Im leaving you
I hope thats understood
I was nothing
When I was with you
You never cared when i was falling far behind
You gave me the agony deep inside of me
If i dont leave then ill never make it out alive
I had nothing
When i was with you
Now i have everything
As soon as i left you (x2)
Leave me alone now
Youve done enough
Theres no saving my heart now
Ive had enough
You can try all you want to
Wont do you any good
Im leaving you
I hope thats understood
I was nothing
When i was with you
You never cared when i was falling far behind
You gave me the agony deep inside of me
If i dont leave then ill never make it out alive (x2)
"So Cruel"
Listen up
You better pay attention
You always want me to go away
Yet you seem to keep it going
Why am I such a problem
Why do you see me as a criminal
You don't know me from the inside
You only see what you wanna see
Why dont you understand
That I care
Why you have to be so cruel
Hard to figure out
How I feel
Especially when youre criticizing me
Hear me out
You better listen closely
You think im so bad
Yet you seem to conversate anyway
Why am i such a nuisance
Why do you see me as evil
You don't know who i am
You only know what you wanna know
Why dont you understand
That I care
Why you have to be so cruel
Hard to figure out
How I feel
Especially when youre criticizing me
Im done caring
Im done wasting time
You don't want me there
Thats fine
Just know one thing
If you ever get hurt
And no one's there
Don't come crying to me
Why dont you understand
That I care
Why you have to be so cruel
Hard to figure out
How I feel
Especially when youre criticizing me (X2)
"Karma"
Ee Yah!
I know who you are
Your twisted lies
Your evil heart
Tearing me apart
I know what you are
Your sick dark mind
Your blackened soul
Crippling me inside
How could I be so blind
And not see who you are
I fell for your lies
You tore me apart
How could I be so deceived
And not see the truth
Everything you've done to me
Will surely come back to you
Ee Yah!
The pain in my heart
Deep inside
Tearing my soul apart
Leaving the pieces behind
I want to be left alone
Letting the darkness cover me
Because of all you've done
Will I ever be free
How could I be so blind
And not see who you are
I fell for your lies
You tore me apart
How could I be so deceived
And not see the truth
Everything you've done to me
Will surely come back to you
I know the truth
You will surely pay in time
I know the real you
I can see it deep inside
There's no where to run
You won't get away
There's no where to hide
You cant escape
How could I be so blind
And not see who you are
I fell for your lies
You tore me apart
How could I be so deceived
And not see the truth
Everything you've done to me
Will surely come back to you (X2)
Ee Yah!
"Forever Alone"
There's something going on
Im trying to figure out what it is
It feels so wrong
I cant seem to put my finger on it
I can't wait for you to hold me
I cant wait for you to care for me
I can't wait for you to love me
Because I'm forever alone (X2)
There's something inside
Im trying to find out what it is
It feels so right
I can't seem to put my finger on it
I can't wait for you to hold me
I cant wait for you to care for me
I can't wait for you to love me
Because I'm forever alone (X2)
I know youre the one for me
I can feel it in my heart
It's you that I need
I've wanted you with me from the start
I can't wait for you to hold me
I cant wait for you to care for me
I can't wait for you to love me
Because I'm forever alone (X4)
"Try Again"
I have changed
Im not the same as I used to be
Let me explain
I wish you could see the new me
I don't want any harm to go to you
I never wanna see you in pain
I know Ive made mistakes
But just let me explain
Im not what i used to be
Im not the same
I just wish you could see the new me
So can we try again
Ive hurt you far too much
I never wanted to
I know you've had enough
Now i mean nothing to you
I know youre feeling anger
I know you're feeling hate
Though i never want you in danger
I want you to be safe
Im not what i used to be
Im not the same
I just wish you could see the new me
So can we try again
Ive changed my ways
Im not the same
Let me explain
So we can try again (x2)
Im not what i used to be
Im not the same
I just wish you could see the new me
So can we try again (x2)
"Lay Off"
I cant hold this back anymore
The more I see of you
The weaker I become
Is it over yet
Are we through yet
Get me out
I want to be free
Don't bother me
Im not the one to impress
Leave me be
I don't need the stress
So lay off of me
I know too much of your kind
The more i think of you
The more blind i become
Is it over yet
Are you done yet
Let me go
I don't want to be here
Don't bother me
Im not the one to impress
Leave me be
I don't need the stress
So lay off of me
Im hurt all over
Im trying to recover
I want this all to be over
Because I can't take this any longer (X2)
Don't bother me
Im not the one to impress
Leave me be
I don't need the stress
So lay off of me (X2)
"This Game"
Im lost in a world of pain
I want you to go far away
I can't believe what you say
So just stay clear away from me
You'll never understand how i feel
These wounds from you will never heal
I don't know if youre fake or real
I just dont want any part of this deal
You must be completely insane
To think i want a part of this game
Youre so fu**ed up in the brain
How could you hurt me again
It will not be alright
Cause of all that youve done
If i had any chance
I would run far away
I dont want to relive
I just want to forget
All i want
All i want
Is to run far away
Im confused in a world of lies
I opened up the device
I look you right in your eyes
And all i can see is lies
Youll never admit what youve done
You don't know right from wrong
We can never get along
So i just want you fu***ng gone
You must be completely insane
To think i want a part of this game
Youre so fu**ed up in the brain
How could you hurt me again
It will not be alright
Cause of all that youve done
If i had any chance
I would run far away
I dont want to relive
I just want to forget
All i want
All i want
Is to run far away
Its time for me to shine
It's time to leave you behind
I will strengthen my mind
Time to leave from your sight
No longer believing your words
No longer feeling so hurt
No longer treated like dirt
No longer feeling the worst
You must be completely insane
To think i want a part of this game
Youre so fu**ed up in the brain
How could you hurt me again
It will not be alright
Cause of all that youve done
If i had any chance
I would run far away
I dont want to relive
I just want to forget
All i want
All i want
Is to run far away (X2)
It will now be alright (X4)
"This Feeling"
Open up my heart
Kill all the hatred inside
Get rid of the animosity controlling my mind
I never wanted to be like this
I never wanted to be toxic
Can someone tell me why I hate so much
This feeling inside of me
Its not letting me be free
Im trapped inside
I feel there's no escape
Now im living in fear
Open up my mind
Kill all the dominance inside
Get rid of the anger controlling my heart
I never wanted to be controlling
I never wanted to feel dominant
Can someone tell me why my heart is so dark
This feeling inside of me
Its not letting me be free
Im trapped inside
I feel there's no escape
Now im living in fear
I never wanted to be like this
I never wanted to be toxic
Can someone tell me why i hate so much
I never wanted to be controlling
I never wanted to feel dominant
Can someone tell me why my heart is so dark
This feeling inside of me
Its not letting me be free
Im trapped inside
I feel there's no escape
Now im living in fear (X2)
"My Apologies"
Can we start over
I didn't mean to harm your heart
I know you go through enough
I know you didn't deserve the pain i brought on to you
I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't mean to harm your life
I know you can't take it anymore
I just want you to know how sorry i am
Let me give you my apologies
I didn't mean to play with your feelings
I wanna try again
I wanna start over
So can this please not be the end
I want us to last forever
Can we try again
I don't want this to end
I know i hurt you
I know you never deserve to be treated like s**t
I dont wanna quit on us
I don't wanna give up on us
I know youre upset with me
I just want one more chance
Let me give you my apologies
I didn't mean to play with your feelings
I wanna try again
I wanna start over
So can this please not be the end
I want us to last forever
Look in my eyes
See how sorry i am to you
I apologize
For never giving a damn about you (x2)
Let me give you my apologies
I didn't mean to play with your feelings
I wanna try again
I wanna start over
So can this please not be the end
I want us to last forever (x2)
"My Own World"
Ive never felt this before
I feel like im lost in my own world
Will you come find me
Will you come save me
I can no longer take the pain
The anger in me is taking over
The agony is rising again
All hope is lost
My mind is empty
I don't know what else to do
Im lost in my own world
Trapped inside the dark
Im all alone
No one's around to save me
Im full of fears
Tears run down my face
What will it take
For me to escape
This life is scary
I feel like this world is a dangerous place
Can someone please tell me
Why do i keep making the same mistakes
I don't know how much more i can take
It won't be alright
I must look for the light
I need guidance from the dark
I can no longer bare this broken heart
So i must take a fresh start
Im lost in my own world
Trapped inside the dark
Im all alone
No one's around to save me
Im full of fears
Tears run down my face
What will it take
For me to escape
Dont leave me alone
Help me through all this
Dont leave me behind
I need you by my side (X2)
Im lost in my own world
Trapped inside the dark
Im all alone
No one's around to save me
Im full of fears
Tears run down my face
What will it take
For me to escape (X2)
"Let Me Out"
I tell you I don't want it anymore
Yet you keep giving it to me
It's making me suffer
I tell you I don't like it
I tell you I want no part of it
Yet you just go your own way and pretend like I'm not even there
What's it gonna take for you to let me out
This is not what I'm about
What's it gonna take for you to set me free
Tell me why's this s**t being put on me
I tell you it's not a part of me
Yet you don't seem to care
It doesn't run in my blood
I tell you it's sickening me
I tell you its weakening me
Yet you just ignore me and carry on
What's it gonna take for you to let me out
This is not what I'm about
What's it gonna take for you to set me free
Tell me why's this s**t being put on me
This is not who I am
This is not what I'm about
I don't give a damn
So just let me the f**k out (X2)
What's it gonna take for you to let me out
This is not what I'm about
What's it gonna take for you to set me free
Tell me why's this s**t being put on me (X2)
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