Embrace The Rage Fitness

Su***de has always been a sensitive topic because I’ve lost too many that I was close to or served with that ultimately secured peace by not remaining among us above.
Ten years ago, I was selfishly opinionated and made the loss of best friends and brothers-in-arms about my feelings for them not reaching out instead of what they were drowning in every day.

I support and all organizations that genuinely serve service members of all branches trying to receive the severe mental health care we all sacrifice for.

11th Anniversary COP Fortitude Afghanistan

This is a small portion of my journal entry expressing my gratitude over the last eleven years since my deployment to Afghanistan.

I’ve maintained my military friends and relationships that are dear to me since I decided to separate in October 2021.
I left the people and politics that strained all service members' careers. I ultimately love and embody the full-time Dad life, making amends, forgiving what was, and making the lifestyle changes that will grant me the peace of mind I deserve and desire.

I deserve it because I’m putting the work in to achieve it with my military chapter closed, and I don’t have any regrets. I don’t wish to have changed any events within my eighteen-year career. I grow up in the military from a boy to a man, now on another page in a new chapter, refining myself into the man, father, brother, friend, and partner I want to be moving forward.

My Babybear

Today at 1:30pm My Chubby, Babybear, Chubby Cheek Bandit, JRock , The Milk Slayer was born!

Jailah has been my earth, she has grounded me and helped me strive to be closer to those I care about and love.

I see much of myself in my baby but I also see the young lady she’s becoming and she is remarkable!

Eight years old!! My baby is my little lady now 🥹