Quinteria Moss

To be initiated in what's next...
Is to shed what once was....
Welcome to the shift. 🎢
Put your seatbelt on. 💺
Keep your hands in the ride.
And if you gone scream, just know there will be MANY reasons to smile and laugh. 🥹🤣🫨😵‍💫🤢🤣😃
YOU GOT THIS! 🤞🏿😍

You're marvelous and You're glorious
Your love has made me victorious
You took away the fear in us
Now we praise You cause You can deliver us
There ain't no stoppin' us (naw)
Devil there ain't no blockin' us (naw)

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You want to get ok NOW with the vision God poured into you. I know it's big. I know it is completely different from what YOU planned. Yet, I am here to remind you, you surrendered your heart desires to GOD.

Your true ones. The ones you're too afraid to say outloud and share with the public. God knows and understands you. So the plan God has for you fulfills what you truly want.

You don't need to hide from God. You don't need to sugarcoat with God. God already knew you believed in that. God already knew you wanted that. God already knew where your faith was. God created you.

So as you step into this next phase of life. This phase that will activate things within you that you only thought was a dream, trust God. Trust you have been preparing for this moment in all the things you've experienced. Trust that God has softened your heart, and eased your mind already.

Walk through that door. Some will not understand. Some will tell you your path is a different path based on who they KNEW you to be. But I am here to confirm that the only knowing of who you are that matters is of what God has said and what you know to be true when you release everyone else's opinions of you.

Proverbs 3:5:
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. This entire chapter 3 is so fitting for your next phase. Read it. Journal. Meditate. Pray. I love you. God loves you.

I am a catalyst of great change. I respect the places and people God align me with because any interaction with me initiates GROWTH.

I NEED a nap. I can feel my body recalibrating as I shift fully into this new being.

Over the last few years I have been integrating everything I have learned through experience of my first 3 decades of life. Better communication. Better time management. Best self care. Doing what I say when I say it. Speaking up. Owning my truth. Owning my wisdom. Getting rest. And so much more that is deeply personal to me.

It's like going to the pool. Excited to swim each time. Swore I was going to get in and have a ball do you hear me. I'll even tell my babies I am getting in the water and they will be all excited....

yet....

I'll jump in the water, then jump out never to get back in.
I'll sit on the edge of the pool and dangle my feet.
I'll just stand by the water and look at it. Smile at everyone and cheer them on.
Shoot alot of times, I'll read a book and just look at the water wishing I would be brave enough to get in.

Whelp the question is, and I going to sink or swim? Baby I want to swim. I want to feel the water on my skin. Feel the water through my hair. Laugh and joke with those in the water. Show off my swimsuit as I keep diving in testing out new flips. LOL

I say that to say, all of those moments of seeking to get in the pool is cool. But I went to the pool to get in and swim. Period. So I'm gone swim. Even if some of the people I came to the pool with decided they aren't swimming. NOT my problem.

I started this journey to change MY life. To evolve. To step into the truth of who I know I am. The truth of who I know I am meant to become.

I've said some deep things over the years, always knowing it was wisdom pouring out of me to be seen and heard by ME when I was ready.

I'm just here to share, I am sleepy. LOL. Because I am in the being of it all. Everything I said I'll BE is here. I am being her. And my vessel is being stretched to contain her fully. I can feel every part of me expanding. She, I, respond different. It all is just different.

I will cry, I will cramp, I will have a cough, I will get sleepy, I will get itchy. Whew I am stretchedddddddddd.

So a nap is needed lol. I'll honestly rather recalibrate majorly in sleep, but I also know alot of the real work happens while I am awake. And THEN I rest to allow the "being" of the day sink in as I rest. Sink into my DNA, sink into my memories, sink in on a cellular level.

This allows each day I wake up, I am waking up in the newness that was kicked off from the previous day of moving as her.

So yea again I am sleepy, and you may just be too. You're recalibrating. Acknowledge the truth of what's happening. You truly aren't who you once were. Thank him/her and allow them to shed and welcome in your new skin.