LexC

I’m always in my shell because my mind works against me. My mind tells me really mean things when I’m struggling, but I still try to show up. I still try to put in effort. I still try to push through it.

I recognize for myself that it shows outwardly as low energy or low interaction. I try not to let my perceived bad vibes rub off on others, so I just keep my distance believing people will be better off with me not around or at minimal presence. I try to fight these thoughts, and I try not to make excuses. I still show up. I just worry it’s not enough or comes off wrong 😔.