Ragdoll

Things nobody knows about me:

Being yelled at makes me shut down.
My mind goes quiet, my walls go up, and I stop knowing how to explain myself.

Music is my therapy. It understands me when words fail, it holds me together on the days I’m falling apart.

When I love, I love hard without limits, without half-effort, without a backup plan.

When life gets tough, I distance myself from everyone, not because I don’t care, but because I don’t want to be a burden.

I put other people’s feelings before my own, even when it costs me peace.

I give too many chances, hoping people will change, hoping they’ll see my heart the way I see theirs.

I’m an overthinker. I replay conversations, analyze tones, and read between lines that may not even exist.

I take every word and every action to heart, especially the ones that cut deep.

And even though I try to hold on to the good, I remember the negative things said to me far more clearly than the positive ones.

I’m stronger than I look, softer than I admit, and carrying more than most people will ever realize.

Pryers vibes all i need to get 450 to keep a roof over my head because my husband lost he's job. I paid for the next 3 weekdx now am missing one week to make it