Deng Legend

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It scares me sometimes to think that I am not going to be okay. I'm afraid that i might be unhappy forever. I want to be alright; I want to be at peace in my own mind. Sometimes it's tough; I can't get over the things that hurt me. I couldn't force myself to be happy. I feel so worthless every now and then. I'm afraid of my own thoughts and i can always feel the pain every time i wake up.

I wish i could escape from all the pain sadness. I'm tired of enduring it and i think i can't hold on any longer. Sometimes, I just wish to wake up with a happy and peaceful heart. I wish i could live as if i had never been through so many heartbreaks. Even though i feel so devastated, I still hope that one day this feeling will end soon. I badly want to be happy, and i'd do everything just to be okay again.
Deng Legend