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Normal people say I’m one crazy person eversince I was elementary. Kids at my age bullies me for no reason. They just hated me for being different.
I didn’t understood it those times so I tried my best to be normal just like them. I never noticed that it was wrong!
I grew up following only by the commands of what people sorrounds me. Like a robot who can’t work because I’m just following orders that I don’t even know what is right to follow. I don’t even have an idea to express myself.
The feeling of something’s missing in your life that you regret yourself not doing even just one mistake to learn? And when the time you finally have the courage to something and your ready for failure? They would know. Keep you back to the shadow where things remains mystery.
I was never born build from failures. I don’t even know what it meant to stand from failure. All I know is I’m scared to be in the real world. What it feels like to live alone where asking nobody but myself. I don’t even want swallow my pride!
Introverted person like me don’t know how to socialize so I remain mysterious from myself. I don’t know who I am! What do I like? All I know is that everybody keeps telling me they all hate me for my attitude. But nobody understood me. They’re just against my attitude.
They told me what my attitude is like. But they don’t know what my story behind. They never asked why so I think nobody cares.
No I’m open minded and don’t care for what people think and say. I’m never going to live my life for others! Now I don’t have a reason to let others control me! I can live without following what people say and not be scared if somebody gets mad at me.
I know myself now and understood my pain whom nobody takes seriously. I will walk with confidence carrying my own pride whatever everybody thinks of me. Who cares? I’m not living my life for you!
It tooks time to take back this confidence I lost. And will never let anybody crush me again! One failure is enough to make me stronger and wiser person. And only loosers keeps on focusing on champions. While I’ll be like champion focusing on winning!

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