Lapat

Mujhe apni parchaai achhi nahi lagti, Isliye Shayad kisi se ek had se zyaada share karna pasand nahi. On one hand it’s comforting to know that there are many people in the same boat, but on the other hand it’s sad to realize that they are sad too and that in the end everyone has their own battle.

Ek aur baat.
Kuch dino se I wasn’t here. I had made up my mind to reshare this one because it matched the mental state. Fir ek reader se bhi baat ho Rahi thi - I felt that their story was also reflected in this poem - so bas share kar diya. Baaki Grammatical mistake hai ek - Kaandhe wali line mein Jis ki jagah Jin bolna tha… aur Shayad Thoda aur achhe se padh sakta tha… par zyaada edit nahi Kiya - Let it be raw and real. Delete karna hua toh baad mein karenge.

Bgm: Naulo Suruwat, Saigrace Pokheral, Govin P**n
[poetry, urdupoetry, self worth journey, love, broken, relatable, goodreads, unloved]

Why do people hold on to things ? Mujhe lagta hai ki Hamein darr hai ki unko kho diya Toh ham khud ko kho denge. Unke saath bitaaye palo ko jodkar zindagi ka jo Panna hamne likha tha - vo kaise itna azeez ho Gaya hai.

Khair ek aur baat.
Pichle kuch dino se hawa bahut tez chal Rahi hai - edit Kara Toh awaaz baith gayi …. Music saala Toh awaaz aur kam ho gayi, main koi video editor toh nahi - pehle socha share karun ya nahi, ye poem dil ke kareeb hai aur phir se Shayad logo tak na pahunche agar aisi quality saath daalun Toh,,,, par for Laga ki background song hi adhoori kahaani par hai - Shayad inn lines ki yehi kismat hai so I am just trying to be as real as I can be with this one. Delete karna hua toh baad mein karenge.

Bgm: Hamari Adhuri kahaani cover by Binesh babu
[poetry, urdupoetry, self worth journey, love, broken, relatable, goodreads, estranged friends]

Dost banana bachpan mein Jitna asaan hota tha, bade hote hote utna hi mushkil ho Gaya hai. I feel like an outsider trying to prove my worth in my new quest for finding new friends as I make my way into this world.

Ek aur baat.
Lagbhag 50 seconds baad poem hai. Iss poem ka last verse mujhe kaatna pada video se kyunki bgm khatm ho Gaya tha…. Hahaha … but it was really good… stage pe sunaaunga ya ye delete karke dobara daalun Shayad kisi bgm ke saath…. Anyhow audio achha nahi bahut hawa thi. But I wanted to keep it raw and real. Ek aur galti hai - main prove ko proof bol diya hoon par hawa se pata nahi lag rhaa. Tumne caption ko padha hai Toh chup Rehna.

Bgm: Emotional Bgm from movie Guppy
[poetry, urdupoetry, self worth journey, love, broken, relatable, goodreads, estranged friends]

Ignorance is bliss wali baat sach hai Kya ? Ignorance se hatt chuka hoon, par enlightenment se bahut dur hoon, Shayad Isliye udaas hoon. :) Main samajh chuka hoon ki Nothing is permanent but ye baat main sirf Sukh pe lagaata hoon, dukh pe nahi.

Ek aur baat.
Ab main Mann ki baat section pehle hi bol ke suna deta hoon. Puraane log jaante Hain ki pehle Kabhi Kabhi caption mein likhta tha. Log padhte nahi the. Khair, Hawa tez thi Toh audio mein Shayad sunaai de - zyaada edit nahi Kiya - Let it be raw and real. Pehle koshish ki schedule ki, hui nahi

Bgm: Naulo Suruwat, Saigrace Pokheral, Govin P**n
[poetry, urdupoetry, self worth journey, love, broken, relatable, goodreads, nothing is permanent ]

Self love jaroori hai, par kaafi nahi. Dil mein Jo khaalipan liye chal rahe ho use kisi ka saath hi bhar sakta hai - jaroori nahi ki ishq wala love ,,, bas kisi Apne ka saath bhi chalega.

Ek aur baat.
Ek reader ne kaha tha ki iss topic pe kuch likhne ko - Unloved wale - haan unhone ne positive way mein kaha tha ki log phir self love mein pyaar dhoondh lete Hain - par mujhe lagta hai self love kaafi nahi. Khair, Aaj chhat par Sahi Taraf log baithe the, Isliye sadak ke paas shor wali taraf record Kiya - zyaada edit nahi Kiya - Let it be raw and real. Delete karna hua toh baad mein karenge.

Bgm: Naulo Suruwat, Saigrace Pokheral
[poetry, urdupoetry, self worth journey, love, broken, relatable, goodreads, unloved]