Sabrina Fraser

I’ve been monitoring my motivation and energy levels over the last few months, and noticed I flow in tandem with the Moon. I use the lunar cycle as an anchor and energy source, where I am most energetic when it is waxing to fullness and introspective during the waning period leading into the New Moon. If you’re familiar with Human Design, I’m also a Projector, which means I have inconsistent energy levels due to my many open energy centres, namely, the Sacral (our source of vital force energy). Makes sense.

I can also see how much I have fought this reality in the past, pushing for hustle and productivity when it wasn’t resonating with my Spirit. This is SO easy to do in a society that glorifies being busy and hustling. It’s so deeply ingrained. We learn this in western culture, it is modelled to us, we are fed these messages left, right and centre. But honestly… we are built differently. What works for one does not always work for another!

Wild idea: What if everything you wanted could be achieved with EASE if you’re willing to work with your true nature instead of against it?

I’ve embraced that busy does NOT bring out my best. I have a need for quiet and downtime. I require space to think and birth ideas. Recharging and being with myself is where I create the most magic. And while I can multitask quite well, it happens in bursts of energy when there is momentum and excitement. I’m just not a work horse.

Truly accepting this about myself has been THE most liberating moment in my journey to date because I used to push myself to produce. I was harbouring a fear of wasting time, not making progress, not being where I needed to be = SCARCITY.

ALL of this dissipated with deep compassion and acceptance, and letting go of my resistance to what is. So what if I don’t fit the mould?

I AM exactly on time.

Since I no longer fight against my nature, I feel peaceful and liberated, trusting and patient, and more certain than I have ever felt before because my dedication is no longer to making progress, but to the process, and knowing that Divine Time is most certainly better than my time. 💗