Cowboy Wangdii

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Keep your eyes and ears open to the realities of life around you. We ought to take things for granted with or without our notice, this shouldn't be the case, let's not always wait for things to happen and start acting. We must live in with each moment of life while we still have the privilege to walk this planet, let's take action and act upon the realities of life around us before it takes back it's control over us. We often find ourself hooked up in the nothingness of past without hope, with troubled mind and broken thoughts and broken heart, at the time, we lose control over life and land up with our hearts filled with rage and anguish, to a degree few of us even end up commiting su***de. Why does it has to be this way? Why do we feel what we feel? Is that because we lose control over life? Sure, this is when life starts to act upon us when you can't walk your lazy ass off your unfruitful past, but this isn't the end, the fundamental thing about life especially when you are experiencing the feelings of being unwanted and betrayal, you must remember that beneath the stains of time, everything the feelings and the memories they disappear, this is one good step to living life more deliberately and sensibly. It is even more comforting when you realize that you have somehow managed to have done it amid the many life's ordeal you may have to tackle, you are close to living enlighteningly. There's still million reasons to take control of our life back only if you seek and have courage to embark on a journey through the road least travelled and only when you make your own trial rather than just following the path. Try to dedicate your time in doing the likes of it, set it as your new goal and start acting upon it and in so doing, try to apply those unforgiving life lessons you have learnt from your past in the present moment, in the making of whole new prospects in your life. I am not just saying it, I am following it, all these useful yet seemingly difficult steps with enormous patience and already felt the taste of a new life, new energy and new beginning, change comes from within, all you have to do is find a way to disinter it, once you have done, it is as easy as it seemed. You will realize that life's greatest setbacks always reveals life's biggest blessings. Shakespeare once said, 'to reiterate is a sin', so don't repeat the same mistakes you have made, honor your past, accept it, and let it go.